those hurt dreams.

2009-10-07T13:26:00.002+08:00

MOVED!
http://www.kidnapmylovee.onsugar.com
will come back to blogger when i feel like (:
RELINKKK PEOPLE !

2009-09-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

Make The Feeling Come Back.

Hello readers. okay, im breaking rules again. D: the addiction fer computer is too much and simple cant resist. saded. nvrmind at lease i know i studyed yeah. :D Parkway MOS w Amanda, Nadia, Rachel and Sonia after school. studyed abit there and camwhoreeeeeeee again (L).

Whats outing w/out camwhoring? HAHAHAS. okay nadia, stop saying me. CAMWHORE IS GOOD FER YOU TOO OKAYYY! ROFL. okay okay gonna study study now. ): BYE BYE, LOVE.

well, i guess fer now i'll put everything aside. At lease i know you're still there. no matter how much i miss you. all i can do now is wait and study first.

2009-09-22T18:38:00.002+08:00

Oh My Pretty Pretty Boy, I Love You.

Hello readers. okay not suppose to use computer. but who cares, and fuck. im starting to have stress fer EOYs. DAMN. D:

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

BRIDGE
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

2009-09-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

Lost In Yer Heart.

Hello readers LAST POST HERE before EOYs. D: saded. okay okay, i made ms tan laugh today. HAHAHAHAAHA. such a pro right (?) nvr see her laugh before. hee.

byebye, gotta go study now :P

GOODLUCK PEOPLE! STUDY HARD & PLAY HARD (after exams i mean). HEH//

2009-09-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

I Want To See You.

Hello readers, first day of school today. Had PE lessons in the morning and its super boring and tiring okay. Partly its due to i din get enough of sleep last time cos of something. maths was llike falling asleep the whole time den chinese teacher keep telling me what 2 numbers write in one box den i still squeese all 4 numbers in 1 box :D pro hor. HAHAHAH. shitxzzx, this thursday the compo writing thing fer EOY. D: wth, why so fast de. saded.

D&T today was all abt some stupid drawing. wahlau fucking boring okay. i keep looking at the celling den i founs out the cool thing abt it. LOL. P caught me not paying attention so he was like "Jolene, why are you not paying attention" Den i was like im paying what. Jaime laugh. -.- Geog got back paper . 14.5/20. zZZzz.

After school, Tampines w Amanda, Jaime and KayXi. Went to Pizza Hut to eat. Kayxi was ignoring Amanda cos of the food -.- LOL. Den when the bill came, there was hell lot of $2 notes okay. and i think a lot of 10cents. The person sure count until pekcek cos we also count until wan die.

Tampines 1 to shop around, slack and camwhore :D YAY. den was in the click shop keep laughing like mad cos we was like someone fatt ar. Den when kayxi walk away i was disiao-ing her say the smell go away liao. Den the person also laugh, sorry lurh KX. Open gallery there to camwhore den bused 67 home w amanda. thats all for today. oHHHHHH YEAH, ONE MORE THING! AS EOYs ARE COMING, I WONT BE POSTING THAT OFTEN OR THIS MAY BE MY LAST POST FER NOW. HAHAHAHAHA, study hard perople.

BYEBYE, LOVE.

明明很想你，就好想靠近你.

2009-09-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Coach's Day!

Hello readers, last training today den its gonna be the long exams break. D: saded, even thought training is tiring but at lease we had a lot of fun sometimes and can build up our strength. HAHAHAH, i sound so Joey :/ LMAO. din do warm up run today so we had to do squats -.- WTFF?!?!!? must do until they come back from the run. den when doing it halfway, i turn around and omg. shall not explain on that.

Today's training was FUN. cos coach was videoing us, so we had to paddle up to 500m and i dk how many laps i did. He captured our last 100m charging. OKAY, it was not really that much of a charging. D: look through my videos and found something funny. LOL. pause there and starting laughing. HAHAH. had 7 videos :D maybe i'll upload some when this stupid blogger has no more problem. -.- Den water break, coach called me "bobo" dont know fer what -.- tsk, den they keep bobo here bobo there.

When down fer second set. 250m charging. Must do in pairs, so did w ex-K2 partner Tracy. (: hehehee. did like 4 sets i think den coach video again. for the first 2 rounds, !#@$%^&%$#$%^&*. Shall not explain too much here. ask me personally or on msn if you wanna know what happen. ROFL. training ended and then !@#$%^&%$@#$%^ again. hahhaha, actually quite funny. Toilet w Esther cos she says she wanna call her mother so i brought my phone. Din realy do much of the packing up. :X LOL. De-brief of coach and Mr J. den presented our present fer coach as its coach's day today :D LOL. got him a card and a adidas shirt from all of us. hahaha. and Mr J have the same shirt -.- ROFL. Next time they both can wear tgt. LOL.

De-brief ended and so we crowded around coach as he's gonna transfer our videos into our thumbdrives. HAHAHA. slacked there fer awhile. some of us ordered the canoe sports again as this time the colour veh veh nice :D skyblue and black. (L) Lunched at Tampines w Charlotte, Collette, Tracy, YiJin and Coach. :D teehee. played 1 round of WC TaiTi. wtf i keep my 5 cards so long end up no one put down -.- at lease i was not WC (: hahahahaa. okay, took some random shap shots of the videos. i'll upload the rest other time.

BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-09-10T19:18:00.001+08:00

Flying Incident In Bus 69

Hello people. Today cant go out as mummy says i have not been studying at home. D: saded. nvrmind. Finish up quite a lot of holiday homework today. YAYNESS. teehee, cos tmr, sat and sun will be out the whole day. rotted w the computer today, did the facebook all my friends thing, found it quite fun. LOL. even though its like abit lame but i find it fun. :D

okay okay this incident must be written here. FLYING IN BUS 69. ROFL. okay ytd training ended at 1. damn late okay, cos coach cannot come so some replace person came and training suppose to start at 9 but we're to be there by 7.45 as have to do the 4.3km run. but i din run :D cos on monday while running sprain my ankle D: saded. after they run the person came and we did 6km paddle, waterbreak, 6km paddle again den break again. hahahaha.

The person was like its better that you row in a group but i think we're the only group. rowed w Ashley, Charlotte, Collette, Tracy and YiJin. row w them can go faster okay! like seriously. first 6km din capped at all :D second set capped at the last set last boey. -.- wtf?!?! Den water break again. and he told us some of our mistakes and we went down fer 250m 4 rounds. race against ter partner. Went down w Esther. wahlau she keep disiao me in the middle of no where. Den she'll hold my boat and den my directions will change den i will slow down -.- den behind me she keep "jiayou jolene" -.- LMAO. haahaha.

Bused 69 to Bedok fer Macs w Charlotte, Collette, Dianty and Esther. on the way there something happened in the bus. Collette flew in the bus. as in the bus driver suddenly fast break den Tracy fall on the spot, Collette fall and fly to the front of the bus. i dont know how to explain but somehow i feel that its like the first time i saw someone FLYING IN THE BUS. poor mummy D: her skin like tear okay. its damn damn gross but i tink if i were the one, i'll be screaming my ass out. :S

okay okay, collette i write abt it liao :D teehee. Cant wait fer tmr's training. Last training before the exams. after that we'll have a super long break until exams over. D: nvrmindd fer now im gonna try to study study study. i mean after this weekend lurh :D HEHEHEHE. Good luck to all friends taking EOYs :D love you.

BYEBYE, LOVE.

im sorry, i love you <3

2009-09-08T21:16:00.001+08:00

I Know You're Somewhere Out There.

Hello people, wtf just now at collette's hse blogger was still okay now this stupid blogger got prblem again -.- ZzzZzz maybe i should post more on my LJ :D hehehe, but its kind of lock to if you people wanna see my posts go add me on lj kay. tyvmm.

Okay, jump off bed today at 8.45 D: den nvr eat anything cos i spend to much time bathing :D ROFL. hahaha, den bused 30 to Jaime's hse. i thought will reach there last cos Amanda was like reach there by 9.30 and Tifflin says she's going at9. End up i reach there almost 10 and no one was there yet -.- Den waited fer the 2 of them to come to start our IT video. Amanda and Tifflin must change cos one must act guy the other wear until not suit the video. LOL.

Den after muh laughing at each other finally took all 5 scenes properly. Mac delivery came. All of us was hungry like shit cos like all of us haven even eat since morning. poor thing hor D: LMAO. me and Amanda keep like "fighting" you know. AHAHAHAHAS, now i think of it i wanna laugh. nvrmind its a part of bonding fer us hor Amanda? LOL. Den amanda left first cos she was meeting her friends and Jaime all going city plaza, at first wanna go de but end up went to Collette's hse to study + prank call+ slack+ bloghop :D HEHEHE.

found this funny thing on her laptop and so i started calling alot of people and like somehow disiao them :x hahahaha, but damn damn funny. keep playing w that non stop. type all sorts of nonsence and crap. it was funny like really damn damn funny. it made me laugh like non-stop until my stomach pain D: LOL. but still im so gonna play w that thing again. right collette , were gonna play more w that thing on yer lappy :D
heheh.
alright, im not sure if im going training tmr as my leg still hurts. D:

BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-09-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

Happy B'day Dearest K2 Partner Tracy!

hahahahas, this morning nvr go training as had some family things to do. den headed down to citylink and bourght my 2 dresses fer cousin's wedding :D YAY! damn damn nice, one is off-white and the other is electric blue. (: both is tube dress. hehehehe, cant wait fer her wedding. teehee. went to THAI express to eat. wahhlau, the food so spicy de.D: i keep drinking ice water until like damn damn alot.

Den went to Tanglin mall there fer the flea market help cousin and aunty seel stuff. So fun. ROFL. the weather is bloody hot okay. and the spot that we were assigned the fucking sun was shining at us. WTH-.- stupid sun. hahaha went to 7-11 bourght brainfreeze, damn shiok. :D Den slacked around went to look at other people's stall. cos of the weather make me so pekcek so went into the mall and saw this super nice wallet, damn classic. liked. aunty says she gonna buy fer me cos next month is my birthday. YAY-NESS. left that place at 6 plus. aunty fetch me to ion orchard den she left.

bourght 2 pumps from rubi shoes :D NICE. gold and vintage sliver. :D WOOOOHOOOO, LOVEEE IT. okay i spend like dont how much ytd, heheheeh i love shopping at town it super nice lurh the things there. i wonder if i could hae the time this week to go there again? hahaaha trainings, project works, homework is alr packing my holiday D: nvrmind friday after training im free :D DATE ME OUT ANYONE?? teehee.

okayokay, i gonna try to study today. hopefully can finish up all my chinese homework yeah.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-08-31T21:42:00.002+08:00

Back To The Old Days In TEMASEK!

Hello people, school fer teacher's day celebrations. it was as usual no comments, boring. -.- Class party was sian -.- Camwhoreeeee in class w clique den went to find teachers and gave presents :D was sleeping during the performence. i mean like awhile only den YAY school ended. :D

Bused back to Temasek! Meet up w Skye and 6Js. Stupid adrian keep S here S there. WTF -.- walked around school. saw wang lao shi and mdm fatimah (: HAHAHAHAS. Den bubble tea shop there. Walked to last time usual hang up place Blk 71 there the playground. Slacked around, talked crapped, laugh my ass out after so long. Then took damn long to decide where to go as it was still early. Den 229 came, boys was like take next bus lurh. -.-

Wahhhhh, all the boys change damn a lot okay. saw alot of people. (: All grow so tall liao D: saded im shorter den them.... HAHAHAHS. ended up at TM again w Gina, Skye and XinChee. Macs, den T1 rooftop to slack. blah blah blah, den bused 31 home w gina and skye. ARHHH, miss the old days in temasek. i wanna go mixed school D: shit can i transfer? hahaha, joking lurh. (:
okay, im veh veh tired now.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

WHY WHY WHY?

2009-08-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

WHY MUST THINGS BE LIKE THIS?

Hello people, ytd's post is on LJ. i am veh veh busy posting on both sides but nvrmind i like :D hehehe. Rotting day today -.- hmmm, did some geog revision and wrap presents yeah. The rest of the day i rotted like seriously. -.- im so freaking bored, if only someone could entertain me on msn D: saded. SIGHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. D:

I dont feel that excited going back tmr. it has been a long time since i went back to temasek, but im just not feeling as happy as how i use to be ? No clique outing tmr as most of us going back primary school and by the time we meet and go Marine its like going to 5 plus we still have to watch movie so yeah, posponed clique outing D: saded again -.-

I hate studying GEOG. its so boring and it can kill me cos there are so many explainations to write. -.- write until my hand pain D: Chapter 6 and 7 is hardcore full of explainations okay. what shifting cultivation, wet rice farming, high tech farming is seriously killing my brain. now my whole head is full of geog and the test is on wed -.- WTF?!

Hopefully tmr can cheer me up. meeting skye all. (: Back to primary school life is so much better. dont have to worry so much abt so many many things. i am so fucking stress and sad now D: someone helpppppp.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i hate it when things are like this. i want this fucking bad feeling to go away. but when ever you're there it cant D:

2009-08-27T18:02:00.005+08:00

ME WANT YOU.

Hello people. Just back from Tampines w Amanda and Nadia. Went there to buy teacher's day present but i ended up buying my things too :D YAY! im so gonna shop like hell during the holidays. i need $$$. HAHAHA. hurry dec holidays come den i can go on a big big shopping spree w clique and hopefully someone. hehehe. :D

Went to eat macs. den camwhore abit there. Artbox, minitoons to get presents. Den to Toy's R'us to camwhore and play. LMAO. it was funnnnnnny okay. nadia like took all the ice-cream and took photos like siao. amanda took that retarted spongebob and i just snatch their ice-cream and stuff toy. i wan go there play everyday!! ITS SO FUN. like im back to the childhood days. :D

Den to T1. bought some more presents den to uniclo and more than words. bought my food from there. LOL. pocky, marsh mellows, and that collin thing. veh veh nice okay. (: hehehehe. bused 67 home w amanda. tmr maybe going down to BR again to runnnn. and btw, Esther can you come? reply me kay. tyvmmm. :D

BYEBYE, LOVE.

im not sure if i should tell you the truth. im afraid something bad will happen, i dont want things to change so much.

2009-08-25T21:44:00.001+08:00

TRAINING TODAY WAS SUPER FUN.

Hello People, decided to post here again yeahh. okay, i seriously seriously dont like to wait for my paper to be return after so long. D: nvrmindd got back lit and science paper today. ARHHHHH, it was damn fun. ms grace told us some ghost story but some was really damn funny and one part she scared amanda. LMAO. hahahahahahaah. din feel like going training in the first place but still must go what (?) luckily i went :D

Training today was super FUN okay!! accept fer the part when we did 500m, 250m and 100m charge down in K1. Sec 3s came and some requested to take K2 so suprising coach agreed :D YAY-NESS! he spilt all the sec 2s and 3s out. In the end took K2 w Ashley. At first was rather scare cos nvr take w her before and later i scare make her cappped but we was actually veh veh balance. REALLY. first 250m was SHIT. we from lane 1 go until lane 4. Veh @!#$%^&*(! lehh. LMAO. cos the stupid radar wont bloody turn. :/ second set was not veh good but at lease direction better. :D Den was 100m charging. Did quite well as some sets gotten 1st :D Den change to lane 5 because of HAHAHA( you know what) .

Ever since we took lane 5 directions was seriously seriously so much better even though sometimes we still like go off direction but by abit abit only. Saved Esther and Sylvia. den dont know how esther started her "ali baba" nonsence. ROFL. esther was ali and sylvia was baba. ashley was "zhuo zhi" and yeahh all that crap. den esther call me luola or what ever that name refers to some cartoon charcter (?) K2s today had alot alot of FUN.
like everyone was happy cos damn long nvr take K2 liao marhs. :D hehehe, hope coach ever tuesday let us take K2. ohh yarr, ashley K2 w you veh fun and the left right thing make me go faster. LOL.

Training ended quite early so slack there awhile. bought drinks and sat at the gallery there to like play taiti. HAHAH. we like sitting there to wait fer someone like that but actually we're not. den walked to carpark and went crazy there. Dianty piggyback me and Charlotte piggyback Khali. Kimberlyn help us to take peektures :D waited fer char's father to come. She fetched me back. TYVM. (: okay ,im veh tired now.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-08-20T22:13:00.010+08:00

Everything Has Change.

Blogger is having too much problem now. so yeahhh people go view my livejournal kay!! tyvmm. i dont like music lessons, its so boring lehhh. -.- zZZZzz can sleep in class one i tell you.

After school stayed back w Amanda, Nadia, Sonia, XingWen and Tifflin. they did their home econs and i waited and waited in the kitchen. den mark suddenly sms me say what he's outside my school and he's dont know doing what fun raising ot something (?)

Den Nadia and Sonia went out w me to pass him the money and all that. sorry hor, we a bit siao. Thanks ar nadia. but i agree that "thing" is damn damn funny. :D hahahahha, right sonia? the big one? ROFL.

Bused 31 home w amanda. she lost her wallet again -.- i finally understand what friends means. :D
and and and i dont wanna run tmr D: sorry collette, okay maybe i'll still go? im so tired so thats all for today.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

now i know, its useless not saying and doing anything. i might as well tell you everything and at lease i know i wont regret even if you wont be the same. sorry

2009-08-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

How To Be Happy Without You?

Hello people. sorry for not posting as cant use computer that long now of days due to the CAs yeahh. Today had english ca. was report writting, felt damn damn sleepy during the test and before i started alr fall asleep fer 10 mins den hurry do and slept fer another 15 mins i think (?) i hate exams. *(&^%$#@!~

Science i dont understand a single thing that mrs B says. i more like staring at the book but not understanding anything when she alr talked so much -.- i think im gonna fail science on monday D: faggot.

After school bubble tea there w Amanda, Nadia, Sonia and RachelH. went home and the rest when bck to school. i just realise mummy is stuck to that show. HAHAHAH. the "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" . i told her it was veh veh nice liao.

Just finish the maths worksheet and miss T was like if you can do this tmr's ca sure can de :D YAY-NESS for me!! i finish everything liao :D HAHAHAHA. so later gonna not revise anymore cos i so sick of books. seriously. whY AFTER CAs, EOY is so near ! ARHHHH, my engine must start liao. streaming year D:

BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-08-10T00:23:00.008+08:00

How I Wish You Were There.
NDP today was Funnnnnnn. :D went to the padang there to watch w Charlotte, Collette, Dianty, Daphne, Esther, Khali and Tracy as had 8 tickets so yeahhh. meet up at city hall den when to basement to buy food and bubble tea. walked around and waited fer char. den city link fer sushi while waiting fer daphne to come. Meet up w her den walked to padang. City hall was damn damn damn full of red people i tell you. Had a hard time walking through and passing through the croud. At first when the performance and all started, we thought it was boring but it turn out to be super fun kayxz. (:

Goddie bag i gotten purple and change w daphne the cover so its pink and purple :D tyvm dap! The people on stage started singing and dancing and den dont know do what wave. watched the live telecase of the ndp floating platform there. It was funnnny okay.

Den dont know what happen the candle of people started lighting and den it was pass on and on to the people all around you. At first the fire wont light up as there was a strong wind but after all it did. den sang dont know what songs when hyper and starting shouting like crazy. :D Then the heart light came out and it was so nice okay. walked out to see the march pass of all the uniform groups and all that. took a 3 mins video and so yeahh. Fireworks and den ended.

Went to east coast road fer supper. Daphne and Tracy went home first. D: Den ate and talked. and city hall was damn conjested kay. After eating charlotte dad drove all of us home . TYVM . okay okay, i am veh veh tired now. tmr going jaime's hse to study w clique :D
photos below are the ones that i have. there more to come. (:
BYEBYE, LOVE.

how i wish you were there today. i believe it would be much more fun barhs. anyway i miss you alot alot alot these days. D:

2009-08-06T15:44:00.001+08:00

I cant wait to see you.
FFaggot. now blogger and photobucket cannot upload photos -.- DAMN!! so now how i upload photos uh??!? stupid -.- zZzzZzz. Sonia and Nadia is making me go high and crazy on msn now :D we're talking abt what to wear tmr, where to go and abt sonia and poongothai are bestfs. LOL . hahahahahaaha. :D omgomg, i am seriously damn damn scared but excited fer tmr :D

HURRY TIME HURRY FLY!! i just cant wait. and wtf, my bag tmr is gonna be filled w clothes and shoes -.- As going out w clique after the ndp school celebrations thing. most likely going to town or something :D YAY! its been long since our whole clique go to town tgt. OKAY NOW, my brain is thinking what to wear. and i still have to bring that stupid year book -.- okay okay, corrections. NOT STUPID year book :D

What crap am i talking sia? nvrmindd. NADIA ROSLAN, see all yer fault. give me that website make me wanna go shopping and buy so many nice thing. I want F21, topshop, dorothy perkins, zara and cotton on! ARHHHHHH. shit, someone sponser me $$$.

Ohhh yar and today in school finally recieved the medals fer national DB. but was not really worth it then to a canoeing one D: signs, its time to train hard again -.- but im not sure if im going down to bedok R this sat(?) okay okay, i go rack my wardrobe now.

BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-08-03T16:10:00.002+08:00

INEEDYOU HERE.

Hello readers, sorry fer not posting as this fcuking blogger still has problem and had no time no post on both lj and blogger. HAHAHAH, i created a private blog to write abt something. yay! in fact only 2 people is allowed to view it now. me and collette :D and hopefully if that special someone wanna know by all means. (L)

Why din i went fer training on sat? i seriously miss canoeing D: hopefully we can train on tuesday because of something and someone. Schools out fer the last 2 and a half day fer me as was on mc. Din take pe today as was still feeling sick and dont feel like playing badminton today. Maths suprise test and wow wow wow ms tan let me refer to the textbook as i nvr come when she was teaching that. Word problem w that stupid equation was hard to guess at first but i got it alr :D

D&T today was a hardcore suffering okayxz. that person was like pms-ing. -.- and wtf, theory. damn damn damn a lot of slides and was actually getting pissed alr den was ask to construct this stupid circuit which was so bloody complicated -.- geog that lim keep shouting and shouting. so almost the whole class din not do her ca paper so stay back lurh. but almost everyone finish it during as period and that person came in and pms again -.- wahlauu, bloody wasted my precious time kayx.

After school, bubble tea shop w Jaime, Kayxi, Nadia, RachelH, JolynP and Althea. Den walked the super long way like how those st pats guys use to walk. and went to icc. waited fer them to eat finish. bused 12 back w rachelH. zZzZz, now have to go print out pang's deisgn specification thing= waste ink nia. nvrmindd cant wait to talk to him laterrr :D
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i still miss you. how? im just so dying to see you my dear dear. i know your cross country is this week, all da best yeahh, must get top 20. or even better top 10. i know you can do it, cos ily.

2009-07-30T19:00:00.001+08:00

How I Wish You Were By My Side .

I hate being sick, fever just sucks to the core. Stupid fever made me cannot go training tmr, cannot study fer CAs and worst i cant even go out -.- Since Wed after seeing doctor din even step out of the house at all and felt like was being stuck at home. ytd morning fever was 38.6 , no wonder my body feels super hot lurh. den at night it went down to 37.6 (: Had not even touch my books since wed until now. Everyday has been on the computer.

Tmr Amanda's coming my hse to play badminton (L) i love playing w her as we have a lot of continuous shots and can jump alot alot too. Now talking to Amanda, Rachel, Sonia and Noreen on plurk. Talking abt blogger dont like who and all that and why are we talking on plurk rather then msn (?) Damn funny lurh.
I seriously think Rachel is crazy :D LOL.

I just cant study these days. It so feels like a holiday but its actually mc -.- I think monday go back school i must seriously start to study and chiong fer CAs liao . i want my EOY to get 70% lehh. So must work extra extra hard. i miss being in school w clique and talking crap w them especially when nadia and rachel go crazy together. (:

Kayxz, im trying to absorb the geog textbook into my brain and it does not seems to be working D: nvrmindd go study noww hopefully he''ll online later and talk to me so it can brighten up my day :D
BYEBYE, LOVE.

now, i wish you were by my side always, w/o seeing you i feel so weird now. maybe its because i like you even more now. i find you veh cutee now of days :D ily.

2009-07-28T21:47:00.001+08:00

Blogger is finally done. but but but idk why i love to post on livejournal now (?)
anyway RELINK IF YOU WANT COS I BLOGGING ON BOTH.
i suggest you dont relink. visit my LJ!

http://www.trustedlovee.livejournal.com/
tyvm :D

2009-07-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Trying to forget you is really hard.
Hello people, i really really getting pekcek w blogger -.- maybe its time i start to update my lj. Okay, woke up at 0945 today cos mummy wanted to bake and bring down to amk laterr. roll off bed, den on computer. i dont know why but lately i love to appear offline on msn. :D tifflin, you pass the appear offline thingy to me! LOL. went down upper thomson fer lunch den bck to amk.

Wow, every week i go there confirm got alot alot of things to eat. = grow fat :/ ARHHHHHH! nvrmindd lurh once in a while only (: chocolates seriously just brighten up my day yeahh! den Jaden came. OMG, he dropped my new phone 2 times kayxz!! i also nvr dropppp before ): saded. nvrmind, look on the bright side he's still young barh. Went w cousin and aunty to see this 1.9 million house. ITS DAMN BLOODY NICE CAN! seriously.

okayokay, enough of crap, i needa go study now, CAs are in weeks and i haven even started studying. everyday come home computer, tv, everything accept homework. ): its really really getting bad . watever.
BYEBYE,LOVE!!

2009-07-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

BYE, sorry i still miss you.

Canoeing today, after so long :D i still love canoeing best, everything seems to can just be forgotten once i'm in the water. Training today did sets of 250m as first training after 1 month break. So yeahh, took NELO vintage again (L) Den Tampines fer lunch with Ashley, Charlotte, Collette, Esther, HuiYing and Kimberlyn. me and char eat until wanna puke liao so i go buy sweets. Esther claims that will kena diabetes -.-

bused home with esther. took 28 the long journey one cos wanted to talk but we both end up after talking awhile, ended up listening to music and sleeping. zZzZzZZzz... LOL!! (:

i not gonna care that much alr. its been time i think through what stupid things i've done last time. now i know, you're nothing but someone who make my heart break before. even thought letting go or forgetting is hard, i'll try to do that.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-07-22T16:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM AMANDA. HAHAHA.
I bet Jolene is going to be shock when she sees this at home! Alright, I typed blogger.com then I saw her account. She didnt signed out, so here I am.

JOLENE DONT DELETE OKAY, MEMORIES. Okay we camwhore quite alot just now. :D I fetched her to bus stop and now she should be reaching home soon. Oh ya, I bought spearmint sweet too! Okay bye.

JOLENE I LOVE YOU. (: I didnt get to see him today, but you did. Oh well. I want to see him man. D:

Amanda.

2009-07-22T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hello People! damn blogger got problem -.- okay, now at Amanda's hse dont know doing wad and she's trying to seduce my file by putting her photo inside cos she say his photo inside my file -.- oh and today during geog lesson i was suprisingly listening to wad that ah lim said in class :D *claps claps* !~ okay and and and MEIYEE TOOK SOME TAROT CARD AND TEST IT ON ME! its abt my love life. (:

the card says: the person i like will like me and we're physically far apart. and WORST! it says i will like his friend -.- wthellxz.

okay, i gonna do other stuff now!! and fcuking blogger is really really making me so hardcore pekcek lehh! nvrmindd.
took bus 14 just now and saw HIM! omfcukingod!! i seriously seriously saw him!!
ARHHHHHHHHHH (: was screaming in the bus kayxz, Amanda keep saying she's dying -.-

after 3 months and 5 days i finally see you :D you now how happy i am! you can nvr imagine my feeling but i just wanna tell you i love you alot alot. (:
BYEBYE, LOVE!

2009-07-19T19:53:00.003+08:00

Lonely-ness (?)
一個人
　眺望碧海和藍天
在心裡面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越

我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝　
因為有限我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計畫太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富地過每一天　
快樂地看每一天
Wooh～

第一次遇見陰天遮住你側臉
有什麼故事好想了解
我感覺我懂你的特別

你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出
一絲暖暖的微光

就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到
悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計畫太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富地過每一天　
快樂地看每一天
Wooh～

第一次遇見陰天遮住你側臉
有什麼故事好想了解
我感覺我懂你的特別

你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出
一絲暖暖的微光

就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到
悲傷融化
Oh~
你的心有一道牆
但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出
一絲暖暖的微光
就算你有一道牆
我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗你會看到
悲傷融化
你會聞到幸福晴朗
的芬芳
BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-07-17T23:15:00.004+08:00

I Dont Wanna Hide It Anymore.
Hello people! i am seriously veh tired now but dont know why have the mood to post. addicted to the song divided, the lyrics are so nice and meaningful lurh. Today Tifflin nvr come again, so went to the back to sit w Jaime. :D we both fell asleep during geog as it was seriously veh veh boring okayxz! oh ya then half way during class she took out her socks and showed me her damn gross toe which was swelling. then instead on putting the ice there she played w it -.- LOL. then she said she took 10 mins to wear her shoes just now. hahhahaha, theres pictures of it on her blog. haha.

IT was veh fun. cos all of us sort of gang up and disturb Amanda. hahahaha. sorry lurhs. but the main "big bully" was Sonia Singh Su Sa. hahahahaha, i made that name up fer her. nice right (?) LOL. after copying a lot of it notes we all went blog hopping useing the sch computers. omg, i forgot to delete all the history. :/ DIE. nvrmindd, next time den delete. LOL. Science my whole row the people nvr come so Amanda, Sonia and Xingwen came sit w me. oh and 10 people nvr come today. hahahhahaah, our class like broke the record liao :D ahahahas.

After school they all went Sonia's hse and Parkway all that. could not go cos mummy has been nagging dont know since when say i keep going out (?) where got!? -.- 31 home and meet Tifflin at bus stop to pass her the homework and all that. She came to the bus stop running in that funny blue long pants and no shoes(?) LOL. she look so funny lurh. kk, end here really gonna sleep soon but now watching mio tv the korean show . hahahah. Mr lim last day at KC the photos are below :D
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i'm getting tired of all these. why cant i just say everything out? i so wanna tell you all the truth i have been hiding from you since the first time we talked. idk why, but it just seems so hard. <3<3<3..

2009-07-16T16:00:00.003+08:00

Where are you? I Need You Here.

Jolene Min

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Oh hello people! Tifflin din come school today so i had to take bus to school alone cos Amanda's dad fetching her there D: nvrmind, on the way to sch started smsing guai class manager Mark. Wahhh, he become so so so so damn guai liao :D hahahhahahha, so was not that bored even took bus alone to school. Geog that boring teacher nvr come so YAY! but mr K came in and do his usual stuff. -.- Maths was @#$%#@%^&%$#@$%& cos of something. nvrm, dont say better (:

Today chinese lessons was surprising FUN(!) mrs peggy tan was joking abt merei's hand writting and all that den say she keep laughing cos she meet a guy name matthew siao online thats why she so kuku today. LOL! den she called her m&m ! hahahaha! ate honey star in class as veh bored so if dont eat confirm sleep until like some pig. and i kena caught fer sleeping in class ytd. hahaha. theres a long of dairy farm photos to upload but i have no mood to upload so yeah. If want see can go to Jaime's blog. i getting veh sick! i have flu in the morning and cough ytd night. am i getting H1N1 (?) LOL! photos will be uploaded when i feel like it kay.
kayxz, i wanna go sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep now.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i have missed you fer months. when am i goona be able to see yer face again (?) i'm dying to see you now.

2009-07-13T16:33:00.003+08:00

Treasure The Times You Have With The One You Love.
Woke up darm early today thanks to Amanda Tan. End up she late -.- went to Tifflin's blk there with RachelL waited fer amanda den cabbed to school. PE was kinda fun and crazy, keep singing the heartless song w Nadia. OMG OMG, took bloody height and weight -.- wahlau, ate cheese cake and drank ice latte last night and became fat (?) So obviously i gain fats !! I love mondays cos no much lessons all the relax periods (: Geog time walk around the school w Jaime to find MrLim end up cannot find him -.- but at lease we wasted boring geog period :D ahahahahahahas !

After school bubble tea there w Amanda, Tifflin, RachelL and Cathrine. Den bused 31 to Tiffy's hse there. Went to her Grandmother's wake. Din dare look at the picture and felt darm sad as even thought she's not my real grandmother but everytime we go her hse she used to cook fer us and joke w us. miss those time seriously. i miss her curry. D: Just went to visit her on Sat and was hoping that she'll recover.
Tifflin's Grandmother Rest In Peace. (:

BYEBYE, LOVE.

i want to spend every second w you. trust me, i do need you seriously.

2009-07-11T21:39:00.006+08:00

I Wonder How Life Is Without Such Good Friends.

my agenda today. LOL.
School>> Science Center>> Tampines>> Simei>> CGH>> Home. ~~~~~
WOW, today went to many places kayxz. hahahahaha, but today was like cabb day cos like cab from sch to science center den after everything end cab back to sch to bused to tampines. CIP in the morning first. meet Amanda and RachelH at bustop so went to like collect newspaper and old clothes. me, xingwen and amanda was camwhoring at the stairs there :D den went back sch find Kayxi. camwhore a bit w Charlotte and Tracy. had this stupid piggy back race(?) den me and charlotte lose D: Kayxi and Jenene was runnning and dear Char was walking -.- wth. LOL . meet up w Sonia all den split cab to science center.

Reach science center and went macs fer lunch. Went crazy there and our table was darm messy and like had fries and chill all over the place :x there was some gross mix of chill, pepper and mayo. ewwwwww. okayxz, after eating went inside the science center. went to see the science busking hall and all that. den went off to play and slack around. had not been to science center fer darm long, since primary school. camwhore almost everywhere (L) went back to watch them and their presentation ended -.- but nvrmind Tifflin show us again. LOL.

Went back to play. YAY! YAY! went to second floor and camwhore again at the colourful bridge. :D omgomg, saw this toilet bowl that can tell some BMI or watever so i tested it. Rachel saw this machine which look like a neoprint thing and made me hyper and den its only some stupid eye thing -.- nvrmindd, was darm hyper today and obviously happy lurh. oh ya Mr Lim went down too. he keep taking people unglam sia -.- hahahahaha. he's not teaching us science anymore D: sad sad sad *

After everything ended, packed up and Tifflin's bad is soaked with vinegar. ewwww. so she like took out all her things and put it in my baggy. but lucky my bag got no smell :x bt she carried the bag. LOL. bought some thing frm there den cabbed back to sch w Jaime, Kayxi and Tifflin den tampines fer dinner. Jaime like eat wrong medicine sia, she keep doing some retarted things and speak retartly. wahlau, its a bit irritaing but yet it was funny. hahahahaha. food court and ate some noodles with tiffy.
shopped around fer awhile then trained to Simei.

Walked from Simei mrt to CGH. have to register to go in so waited and we was both given the mask. hahahaha i think the mask is funny cos i wear it the wrong side and Tifflin keep laughing at me D: mean right? LOL. hahahahah. Went to see her grandmother. i miss her curry, i miss her cooking. *Aunty, must hurry recover okay! beside her theres this girl she look like around our age. i kinda pity her cos i heard that she committed suicide . her hands and legs was tied to the bed and there was 2 policemen in front of her and she just keep talking to herself it was a bit noisy .

Went back after that. wanted to take bus home cos still early(?) 8pm alr. then it was raining -.- hahahahaha, so in the end cabbed again. Tifflin drop me at my hse. thanks babe!!! Den she went home. i think she going somewhere later so yeah. pass her things to her in the cabb cos she her bag is soak with vinegar. LOL. tmr they still have one mer round of busking. All The Best bestfriends! :D i am veh veh veh TIRED!! and i still got hell lot of photos i tell you that is not w me. so alot of people own me photos .LOL.
i am so HAPPY today we all camwhore alot alot (L)
BYEBYE, LOVE.

it almost 3 months. i dont know what to do but i sure hope something mer den this. i think now we are good but i want it better! i just hope things dont change. and i still love you. imy. D:

2009-07-10T22:19:00.007+08:00

I'm Lost Without You.
Hello people! sorry fer the previous post to be so @!#$%^& yeah. So meet bern in the morning at bused to sch today. Amanda, Jaime and Tifflin went fer science busking and i had no one to talk to in class D: actually not really still got Sonia, XingWen all. sat at Jaime's place and geog lesson xingwen came sit with me and we talked the whole period as geog was totally boring -.- Chinese i nvr learn ting xie :x so prepared to fail. science lessons amanda they all came back :D Today was Mr Lim's last lesson with us D: so we took photo with him and he is really the best science teacher i have ever had in the whole of KC. i cant imagine how badly i'll do if no mr lim to teach us.... but hopefully i dont fail science. bubble tea shop after school with Amanda, Nadia, Rachel, Sonia and XingWen. talked, buy food, den bused home.

Reach home, as usual computer is my First!!! den until 4 plus went bath and change to go Bedok R to run with Collette. meet at 6 plus. cos i nearly forget abt the time as was talking to him :D ran and talked. saw tms training and was like why coach dont allow us to train -.- cos of H1N1?!!?! wthellxz. after running slack around becos of ................... so yeah. Tampines fer dinner. walked around but dont know wad to eat. LOL. was like pizza hut? foodcourt? subway? in the end still macs :D hahahaaha. addicted to fries. YAY! reach home at 9 plus. went msn talked to him first den go bath.

i love the song divided by toybox!! its AWESOMEEEE! hahahaah, tmr still got cip -.- have to go knock people's door to dont know collect wad. den down to science center to support amanda all. also can go there play :D and yeah, tmr i'm gonna camwhore like alot alot!! (L)

p.s. i hate durian!! how come he love it so much ?!?!

BYEBYE, LOVE.

this song is fer you my dear. :D

Christmas days and Valentines, Happy days when you were mine

Baby, Easter morning, summer nights, How I miss you by my side

Many lonely nights I cried. Wondering boy, why oh why?

Even though I can't deny our love, love you so I'm divided in two.

Please tell me what should I do? A part of me says no no no no,

And another runs to you So divided in two.

Please tell me what should I do? 'Cause you're driving me crazy,

I'm so in love with you Every evening, every hour,

Every day where are you now?

Baby, every time I close my eyes, See your face and then I cry

Now I feel I can't describe, How I miss you here tonight

Though you make me feel like I'm alright, be by my side I'm divided in two.

Please tell me what should I do? A part of me says no no no no,

And another runs to you So divided in two.

Please tell me what should I do? 'Cause you're driving me crazy,

I'm so in love with you Um...I'm not here right now,

So leave a message, bye Baby, please pick up the phone, I know you're there. Anyway, I just want to tell you that I'm sorry, I love you, and I miss you

I'm divided in two. Please tell me what should I do? A part of me says no no no no,

And another runs to you So divided in two. Please tell me what should I do? '

Cause you're driving me crazy,

I'm so in love with you Oh boy you're driving me crazy,

I'm so in love with you (L)

2009-07-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

my 101 post.
I AM VEH SAD AND DISSAPOINTED!
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS, NOT EVEN YOU!
IS THIS REALLY THE FACT?
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?
FINE! I WONT WASTE MY TIME ON THIS.
BUT YOU LEFT A TO DEEP CUT IN MY HEART.
NOW ITS ALMOST GONE. D:

2009-07-07T16:38:00.003+08:00

How To Tell You How I Really Feel.
Hello people! Today sat with Jaime fer a few periods as we talked alot :D It had been quite long since we last heartalk. LOL. Recess my head knock against the fcuking table and now my for head got this bloody balaku! D: It lessons ms grace nvr come so the whole class sat outside the computer lap and did our own stuff. played this retarted game PING AND PONG with Amanda, Jaime, Nadia, RachelH, Sonia, Tifflin and XingWen. was darm confusing but veh funny. we all play until laugh like siao... hahahahahaha. den played true or dare so Alicia and Jolyn joined in, even thought was just awhile but it was FUN!

After school, bubble tea shop first den bused to inter. Bedok library to do project, camwhore and see something. LOL! went online in the library and while amanda was drawing i was like talking to people, corrections amanda also talk. LOL! tifflin listen to her ipod and she veh funny keep saying its abit too quite so keep asking us to go upstairs, LOL . was about to leave den amanda took out her phone and take a few photos den when me and tiff taking this person came up to us and @#$%^&*(. watever -.- dont have to talk to us like that right?!!!
I LOVE YOU BESTFRIENDS!

okay, i'm actually quite pissed with the person who kinda like "push" my head against the table, shall not say who is it but if you were there just now you will know. wahlau, just because i say something abt him den you need to get so ji dong until @#$%^&#$&^%*%@$#!! ~ arrrrrhh, watever.

BYEBYE, LOVE!

i just wanna let you know that even by not seeing you i can still feel that i love you veh much. keep that feeling going cos i'm gonna nvr give up. (:

2009-07-04T13:31:00.003+08:00

Give me a wish.
Hello people. sorry nvr post ytd. as i getting pekcek with blogger, cant bloody upload any photos at all -.- okayxz, so use photobucket lurhs. today woke up because of a phone call !! it was only 9.45am in the morning!?!?!? and wahlau start calling people, destory my dream D: i am veh bored so watch mio tv the movie. watched Jay Chou the bu neng shou de mi mi. i dont really get the storyline but its quite touching lurh. so sad in the end nvr get tgt with the girl. but they play the piano until veh nice. hahaha. just finish the stupid lit story and so yeah, no need read boring book again :D gonna rot at home the whole day today. -.-

Friday (3/7/09) !!
Morning saw gina at bus stop. took same bus and talked a lot abt primary school life . i miss the life back then D: so we was like okay okay next time must meet more often :D alighted den went to Amanda and Tifflin there.

After school TM with Amanda, Bernadette, Jaime. Went to T1 first den to tm the macs cos amanda wanna eat there. saw adrian and his friend. hahaha, amanda is right go there really waste time sia. hahaha me and amanda ask fer his friend's number. but we only like wanna make friends with him only cos amanda and me alr like someone :D hahahahah. den he thought we somehow like disturbing him cos we sms same time. LOL! then yeah. home. Went to grandmother's hse fer dinner then home again. watch the last ep of the show that i watched before but still nice :D hahahah. bernadette haven sent me that time the photos ! D: nvrmind, upload these first.
BYEBYE, LOVE!

i seriously hope dreams come true. i cant forget but i can just hope for the best ? ily (L)

2009-07-02T18:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ILOVEYOU :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COACH!
okayxz lessons today was equally sian and totally boring except science. Sorry Diane fer cutting yer hair D: but no difference lurh since so thick alr. LOL! After school bused with XingWen and went to parkway to meet mum and aunty. Went to eat Japanese food the ICHIBAN. (: shiok okayxzxz! pur pur has no nice tops anymore D: went in and found nth. Isetan and amanda called so i nearly dropped the bowl :x but its plastic lurh. omomg, the person keep staring at me :x hahahahs. bourght Subway and cake den taxi home. Was making someone's birthday present until i fell asleep on the table. playing some retarted game on fb now. hahah, can mulit task! okay, i go play another retarted game alr as i am really veh bloody bored. ... and none of my favourites online too D: sad sad. okay.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

DARM, BLOGGER REALLY CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS -.- !!

2009-07-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

Missed.
Today lessons was especially boring okayxzxz! Darm i seriously getting pekcek with maths cos when i understand den i still dont know how do -.- arhh. Maths and Lit test tmr + nvr study = sure die D: wl, can someone seriously tution me maths!?!?!? after school canal with Bern, Fathom, Nadia, RachelH and Sandra. bused 12. sian, got home did geography homework and read up on volume and surface areas the formular sheet.
ytd was Sonia's b'day. Library to at den celebrated outside. Sonia, why you nvr cry! must be veh veh touch okayxz my dear . anyway luv you lurh. (L) camwhore a bit on bus. and reach home msn. he not online D: appear offline cos have to revise maths. and i've created a new msn yeah. Ask me if you wanna know cos this msn is only fer some ppl to know, but if you wan add also can lurh. darm, blogger cannot upload photos -.-
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i wanna talk to you. where are you? i feel so sad. theres no point fer me being online anymore. D: i miss you . how?

2009-06-29T20:57:00.002+08:00

Trust between us (?)

Happy 14th Birthday my dear Bestie SandraYeoLeYing! i (L) you.
okayxz, today first day of school was shit. got no morning asslembly and all that crap so we cant take our medals -.- nvrmind first day of school only sia alr got like homework ?!?! Arhhh, the streaming year thing issit suppost to kill me? okay, so after school Mpcc with Amanda, Bernadettte and Nadia. ate there then J came and he went off with Tifflin. tifflin ar, cannot everytime like that! pangseh us we so sad leh D: hahahaha. then saw this guy in black shirt and bern and nadia clams he's hot. but i think okay okay lurh, then then this group of tms uppersec walked pass us and said:
1 person: Wah wah, see boys ar.
2 person: no lar, see girls.
whole group: hahahahhahahhahaa.
lame shit -.-
wth right, if we are at the library like doing nth does not mean we looking at guys or watever shit right?! Please lurh all not even hot still come say us -.-

Went to Sandra's hse after that. Sang Ktv SONGS with Amanda, Jaime and San. hahahha, felt like we're at kbox singing. was fun then took a few photos and lefted with Bern and Nadia, nad's dad fetch me and bern to my hse bus stop. waited fer bern's bus to come then went home.

Home, first thing on the computer and saw him online :D talked fer awhile then i go bath. then just now talked again! and now doing reflections fer odac and my chinese homework -.- Be with you the song is veh veh nice :D hahahhaha, i keep listening. okay i gotta go now.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

2009-06-27T21:56:00.004+08:00

There's always a place fer you in my heart S.
Hello people. sorry nvr blog ytd. ok, shall talk abt it now. Ytd was the nationals interschool DB competition and so went to sch carrying this big bag of life vests and my paddle. Write some form before entering the school and took tempt. waited and so the bus came and fetch us there. I took C div 10 and 20, B div 20 and 10 as the drummer :D hahahahaha, drummer was fun fun fun okayxz! Kc achieve all events 1st and one event 3rd!! Well Done ODAC (: After lunch went to the gallery with Charlotte and Kimberlyn. there's this part which can take photo de so like we keep pressing the button and our face was like all over the wall. LOL!! Then we somehow ferget abt the time and when we went bck everyone was getting ready to go down :X so hurry wear life vest and all that den went down. blah blah blah, events after event was fun but tiring.

KC Odac both C and B division came in CHAMPIONS! wooohoooo :D

bused bck to sch den Tampines with Charlotte, Collette and Kimberlyn fer dinner. bourght coach's present. hahahaha, its darm nice. Coach, must cry allright. hhahahahaha. :D i bet no one can buy the same thing as what we bourght. i wraping it now.

Today woke up at 10 plus cos going out later. Went to Suntec cos mummy wanna change her shoe or something. den den den, she brought me go cut hair D: arhhhhhhh! now my hair is shorter! i wanna keep long long okayxz, nvr also not that short :D Went to Orchard to get stuff den down to Tanglin Mall to help out with Aunty and Counsin's flea market. hahahaha was fun but the weather was fcuking hot lurh /:
Back home and while doing my work fell asleep on the table. was darm tired! but but no matter wad must finish up homework. i think i'm gonna die of hw tmr seriously. sad sad, if only he online now. D: kay kay, go do hw now and at the same time playing typing manic. photos other time when i'm free and finally i gonna upload nationals inter school canoeing videos of my races soon.
BYEBYE, LOVE.

where are you? you know it feel weird not talking to you fer 1 day?! okay, maybe i'm too watever but still. i wanna be by yer side and give you support in watever you do. hurry come online D:

2009-06-25T21:40:00.004+08:00

I (L) Piggy Bags.

Today was rot day at home, actually not really cos played something! was fun and that made me happy :D Den the singtel person come today to install the mio tv and the internet wireless thing. so can use laptop in any place of the house. 5 plus left home fer Bedok Reservoir. Sonya pass me the keys and me, Charlotte, Collette and Tracy went to take the life vests and wash it. Had lizards and spiders inside okayxz! Darm gross, but coll killed the lizards :D and while washing the life vest halfway, a spider flew out and i started screaming like mad. LOL! okay, KC ODAC you all must thanks us okay! cos we washed it and clear away all the watever cretures -.- put the life jackets at the showering point there and press all the tap on. So we started playing :D hahahah, stupid AhMah made me wet! but not really full wet. hahahaa, left the things in the toilet and went out to camwhore + play ! jump shots was fail so Charlotte and Collette piggy bag me :D hahaha but its on land okay!! yay! so nice lurh. den went bck took life vest bck and collette's mum fetch me back. okay, tmr got inter school. Wish me luck! hahahhaa, anyway its DB so not scare at all. unlike canoeing which i was darm worried before my race. LOL!

okay, needa go play typing manic liao. i wanna beat his record!!

BYEBYE, LOVE!

forever the one that make me happy in anyway! ily. ily. ily.! i (L) (L) (L) you!!

2009-06-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

I Wanna Watch The Sunset With You.
Hello people! Went fer training in the morning as usual. Was late. hehehehehe, tell you alr ytd sure late, woke up at 6.45 and jump out of bed cos was darm late. left hse at 7.05(?) reach there at 8 i think. LOL! training was shit tiring. cos @#$%^& keep like shouting at me! run after DB was actually fun, cos cut short distance and did sprints. tiring but din wanna use up all my energy so when suppost to sprint i jogged den when @#$%^& behind me then i started sprinting. hahahahahhaah. :D Lunch at Kallang Lesuire. waited fer that darm shuttle bus and it left w/o us?! wth. okay 16 den change 33. Esther's hse with Ashley, Collette, HuiYing, Khali, Kimberlyn, YiJin and Tracy. :D

IT WAS FUN! FUN! FUN! AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

kena push into the pool -.- first but anyway still must go down. den take turns to attack people in the water. Collette, Kimberlyn and Tracy piggybag me ! was veh fun. den when to the jacusi there and talked. We all was like each one stand one corner den all jump in tgt. Darm funny. after we all jump down tgt the water is like woahhh, darm big splashes. first jump Tracy push my head down cos she thought it was the soccer ball -.- second jump all press nose and jump down. hahahaha it was fun. Den everyone felt hungry so called Mac Delivery. wahh food come all wet wet go and eat. was feeling hungry and cold leh. After eating din feel like going back to the pool so went to bath. wahh, her hse got 8 toilets! LOL! but me and kim wash our hair with clothes on, den change separately. went up to Esther's room played wc taiti and wahhlauu keep wc!!! before swim better .was emperess. played 3 rounds den went home with Kimberlyn.

She was like i know this place so we walked fer 25 mins?!?!!? From esther's hse which is at outside St Steven sch walked all the way until Siglap center. wah, we nearly got lost okayxzx! but talked along the way so not that bored. bused 12 home so yeahhh. today was fun! but too bad charlotte cant come. hahaha still got next time we go play again. :D

THANKS FER THE DAY EVERYONE! bonded with team! ODAC is da best (L)

okay, tired now. and ytd photos can go Amanda's blog see, but not all the photos lurh anyway lazy to upload. today nvr camwhore D: sad sad sad!! nvrmindd at lease today was fun (: hahahahahahaah. !

BYEBYE, LOVE.

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. Thats all i can say now.

2009-06-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

You Make Me Happy.
Today went to meet Amanda and Tifflin at bedok inter at 10.30am. Went off to Jaime's hse to do homework and discuss group work. So yeahh. Went there did a bit of chinese den felt bored, so logged on to msn and talk to him :D So happy! hahaahahah so have the mood to do hw liao. Den talked to Charlotte and Collette, and coll like gave me a shock and made me and amanda so paiseh okay! dont wanna talk abt it alr. Called Mac delivery. ate den chinese homework again D: omg, the cheng yu thing is KILLING me okayy! Discuss a bit of Lit den blahblah msn sign in again to talk to S (: played igallop, and taiti all that.

4 plus went down to camwhore and take jump shots, but but but today is veh veh BAD hair day! looked ugly in jump shots cos i dont wanna fall inside the water. D: peekture finish went up to watch tv and play cards. waited fer Jaime's mum den cabbed to Parkway fer steamboattt (L) AWESOMEEEEEEEEkayxzxz! LOL! darm full but cant burb, finally can liao. bused home first cos tmr morning got training... reach home at 9 plus, hurry bath den come blog.

DARM DARM DARM tired now! peekture post tmr kay, promise (: cant wait fer tmr!! can swim swim swim :D hahahahahahahahahaaha.. i'm afraid tmr cant wake up on time and will be late fer training, if late comfirm kena lecture by that @#$%^&* !!~ okay, talk abt that person only spoils my mood!! i go watch tv now, seeya tmr. plus peektures :D

BYEBYE, LOVE.

closer and closer each day! love it kayxz, thanks a lot :D

2009-06-21T20:34:00.004+08:00

CIP Was Tiring Okay.

Went to Orchard to do cip with Amanda today. meet at Tanah Merah mrt den trained down. Went shopping first den go meet the person collected the tin and all that stuff den went off. At first din have the mood to do so went Macs fer lunch. Ask fer awhile den got pekcek cos it was darm hot and nobody wants to donate?! Slack around den finally went to do again. I did all the asking and Amanda carried my bag around. When was walking saw this SUPER SUPER HOT GUY!! arhhhhhhhhhhhh, he is darm hot okayxz! but he is around 18 or 19. But still can have him as a friend wad? watever he's like one of the hottest i have ever seen in Orchard. He was wearing this black strip shirt, darm shuai i tell you :D okay den at 5pm went to give them bck all the things lurh, den went cotton on to get the top i wanted :D Meet Charlotte and city hall and went home tgt. stopped at Kallang and 12-ed home. Oh yar, that AhMah charlotte low kai yu wore 4 layers of clothes in the bus! LOL! hahahahahaha. and and well done sec 2s today fer NCC. lastly, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY (:
BYEBYE, LOVE.

i miss you D: when will i be able to see you again. signs, how i wish.....

2009-06-19T21:38:00.006+08:00

I Miss Those Days In Temasek.
Today went out with Gina and Skye :D omg omg, miss those times in temasek, miss the teachers, miss the people there, and all the fun we had there last time. All the nicknames we use to have was crazy! Skye was retarted, Gina was siao siao one, i was the spaceship! LOL!! Pastamania with skye at TM first den talked a lot abt our pri sh life, how fun was it back then compare to now, we are all in different schools and all that. den trained down to city hall to wait fer Gina den we went Sengkang to watch hockey!! OMG, he guys there are hott! seriously hot okay! LOL. Gina is melting, lol. (: Watch one game den i have to go alr D: cos like its alr 6 plus and we're at Sengkang, besides i have training tmr so like cannot go bck too late. reach bck home at 7.30? okayyxz watever . kaykay, these are the photo i have, the rest is with them. Tmr is going to be a long long day. kallang> lunch> macritchi>dinner. Can feel the tiredness liao D: okay, i'm veh veh tired now.
THANKS YOU SKYE AND GINA, I LOVE YOU BOTH!
BYEBYE, LOVE!

you make me happy, you make me sad. as long as you are here everyday talking to me, i'll be veh happy alr. thats all i ask for.

2009-06-18T20:25:00.004+08:00

I'm A Hyper Person :D
Hello Peopleee! okay okay, i'm veh veh hyper todayy! and i'm still hyperrrrrrr! hahahahhahaha, i get hyper easily now of days also dont know why. Went down fer training at Bedok Reservior and actually rest. was not feeling well so din paddle at all today -.- help the sec 1s learning the K1s. was fun at first but was tiring okay! help them empty cos some of them capsize alr nvr turn the boat around den when come bck i have to empty a whole lot of water! darm heavy okayxz! Den soon got tired so nvr help but they can empty lurh! hahahaha , i like sit there and sun bathe? LOL! okayxz den help coach did some things, den blah blah time passed. Lunched at Tampines Subway with Char, Coll and Kim. I WENT CRAZY AND HYPERR THERE. seriously, ask them. i keep saying "WHITE CHIP MACEYY MACEYY" cos of the cookie thing and i kinda made the person confused by saying that kimberlyn's subway wanna all the sauce, lol! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. den she wanted both peanut butter cookie and i was like WHITE CHIP MACEYY MACEYY, the person nearly took that. LOL! Went to take drinks and this women so funny she keep blowing the drink like " woo woo woo~" i keep laughing and i did the same as what she did. Collette say's i'm retatred. but i made them all laught :D den while eating i keep laughing non stop, like everything i see i laugh and became darm hyper. stupid Char wanted to sent me to metal hospital. LOL! After lunch went collette's hse with Charlotte,Kimberlyn, Khali and YiJin. Made cupcakes again but this time got Flour Fight also known as FF! lol. Den they started lickiing the icing sugar mixture me too. darm darm sweet okayy! but darm nice. (: Waited fer bus 42 fer like 18 mins? cos we sent iris (: nvrmindd, talked to Kim and YiJin a lot while waiting :D lalalalalala~ went home.
Today was a veh veh CRAZY AND HYPERR day. Thanks Sec 2s fer making me happy. and sorry if i was too crazy today :X but you all enjoyed it wadd! LOL! i love you all (:
BYEBYE, LOVE!

i'm still hyper (:

2009-06-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

Pekcek and Jealous !
Today was suppost to go out with Char, and wth lurh mum dun allow -.- nvrmindd at lease i finally started on my homework after not doing fer so long. As training is taking too much of my holiday time. want to go out also cannot -.- Darm! okay was rotting with work in the morning den blahblahblah, day passed. okay, today is the 17! its one month alr! YAY! hahahahha, i cant believe i spent today at home -.- its 17! omg omg, i'm going hyperr :D .

Ytd went down to Bedok Reservior fer training as usual. Went there and kena shock because of something that made me go super hyperr and crazy. Took AMC 34 ( nelo vintage) again den went fer 2 rounds 500m warmup den 750m up and down charging(?) . omg, i hated the water ytd! it was fcuking choppy and the wind keep pushing me to the side. -.- After training Mr J took our temp anda ll that then lunch with Ashley, Esther, HuiYing and Khali and tampines. char, coll, kim, dian all have to go macritchi later so din eat with them. Reach tampines all of us was hungry like shit. We ordered alot and wahh after eating it was darm colddd! A and Hy went out, so bused home with Esther and Khali, took 28 the long way so can like talk longer. hahaha, the bus smell like "salted fish" hahahaha its actually a person :X watever idc. haha. homed.
BYEBYE, LOVE!

its happy one month! hahahahahahaha. (:

2009-06-15T17:28:00.004+08:00

Unsure Abt The Feeling.
Hello people, had DB training today. and obviously it sucks (: omg, cant wait fer tmr's training even thought its like 2 days in a row but who cares, its canoeing marh ! YAY! hope can use the nelo vintage AMC 34 again ! backache again and bloody hell, i seriously had a darm big problem editting my contacts on my new phone D: arhh had spent like 30 mins(?) doing the contacts thing. okayy watever and Sat was darm darm H-A-P-P-Y OKAY! cos like went fer hardcore shopping ! Earpiece frm Pc show, Havaianas, Handbag frm Mophosis, New Phone (!) , Converse Shoe and Bagpack. yeahh, thats all. okay okay , time to save money. Wed watching movie maybe with Char they all. omg the Krystle sunblock thing made a 2 tann on my skin with the ssys thing -.- hahahahas, and thanks k! YAH YAH! NOW i gotta the pink sunblock can draw on people :D hehehehehe. joking lurhs, later they come kill me :X

Tired, have not done any homework this week :X omgomg, holidays is like gonna end soon and i'm not even half done? how? can someone help me do? obviously no :/ arhhhhh! HELP HELP! i need someone who is hardcore homework fan, if there's any? LOL!

BYEBYE, LOVE!

i have nth much to say to you alr. its just fading away and i'm just gonna leave it cos idk what to do to pull us closer?

2009-06-13T15:18:00.003+08:00

Its You I Care Abt The Most.

YAY! YAY! YAY! canoeing is just the fun in training lurh (: Today's training nvr run 4.3km so just warm up den went to did 2 round 500m first den went fer race sets. 750m,500m,250m . Omg, my first 750m capped 3 times lehh D: den after went up fer water break all that went down fer second set and capped once only :D but its at the starting line there. oh ya and i took nelo vintage today! :D thanks coach (: hahahahaha K1 is veh veh funn! after training coach bought sec 2s lemon tea :D and Daphne came back and gave up lolipop (L) ohh and sorry Esther! i punch her by accident today :X i seriously dont wanna go bck and do DB ! it sucks lurrh. canoeing is SO much better leh. Went to bedok and eat macs again. had that stupid cup again and i dont want it so gave it to dianty. and wthell lurh. During training me and Charlotte change slippers and after training we wear one side each and we totally ferget abt it so i went home with two different slippers -.- Look like some weird combernation of colours. its gold and green ? wth right?! ohh my heart shape sun block haven go off.

ytd went to Collette's hse to bake? and slack. LOL! actually coll did most of the things :X me and Khali was laughing and playing in the kitchen. hehehehehe. Den charlotte came and we were like kind of done alr so made her wash almost everything :X sorry AhMah, but she like enjoys washing. :X Went to swimming pool and play with waterrr ! hahahaha collette wanted to pushed char in (: Den went orchard meet mummy and bourght my new school bag and shoe. :D made this keychain with my name on it (: but its like $14?!?!?!?! nvrmindd nice wadd :D okayyxz blog alot alr.

BYEBYE, LOVE!

omg omg kimberlyn! you saw ssys ytd D: why din i go run with you ! arhhhh, i'm so sad lehh. you know i like so wanna see ssys !

2009-06-11T16:27:00.005+08:00

Every Mintues Count. Every Second Is Important.
Woooohooooooo~ training today was awesome! cos its canoeing :D omg omg, miss coach, miss the paddle, miss the boat and miss Bedok Reservior ! today everyone must take K1. accept char and coll cos they have combine school team coming up. Coach seriously bourght a lot of nelo K1s. (: nice nice. but its all yellow -.- cos he say if capsize far far away can see veh veh clearly ! Took midas first but keep capping so change to moe paisheng :D it so rock lurh! capped twice on that cos purposely jump out, one was at the starting line and the other was at the finishing line. LOL! darm fun lurh K1 so long nvr take alr. YAY! YAY! cant wait fer sat's training again, its so much better den Db lurh :D i wanna try the nelo vintage D: look so nice lurhh ! hahahahahas, but MOE 174 is shiok (L)~

After training went to play swing swing ! then was fighting with them cos they all wanna go Bedok and i wanna go Tampines -.- in the end went bedok at was pekcek at first den okayxz liao. Wc Taiti. who ever loses must eat the fries. LOL! was wc once emperor once and emperess twice :D hahahahahaha Khali really veh veh funny lehh. den when walking they all was making fun of the ssys thing, and charlotte came up with a good idea :D at first it was "She Saw You Sleeping" den arrhhhh... cannot say :D but its darm nice. to me lurh and them , hahahaha! maybe going Collette hse tmr. if they all going lurh .

BYEBYE, LOVE!

now to me i'll treasure every moment that comcerns you. i want you to know how i feel. to me you're the most important one now! ily (:

2009-06-08T22:04:00.004+08:00

Its Hard To Not Do Anything.
Training today again! i'm getting pekcek of going to training as i hate what i'm doing fer training i dont even enjoy and cant even have fun, and i just feel veh irritated when people come irritated me -.- i srsly hate going fer training now. its so &*^%#!#%$^ ! okay and wth tmr still have. omg, somebody date me out or anything. As usual otday woke up and leg pain pain D: den din run today. Db as usual was blahblahblah ! after training ate at KFC with Charlotte, Collette, Esther, HuiYing, Kimberlyn, Khali and Meiyee. was kinda pekcek at that time. played WC taiti twice and Meiyee pms. den played cheat. wl, also not playing talk so much . den got so pekcek until dont play alr and bused home. bath and homework fer a while den when msn. yeahh he was online :D hahahaha but wth lurh i sign in fer like only less then 1 hour he go offline liao D: maybe online veh veh long alr. hahahhaa. oh and i was like late fer training today again.

No intrest=No effort! get it?!?!?!

BYEBYE, LOVE!

i miss you. idk how to put it but its all the same? imy D: when can i see you again? maybe soon :D ilyy!

2009-06-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

And Thanks Fer Everything.
Happy Birthday Alvin kor kor!

hahahas, today went to grandfather's hse fer the early father's day gathering and also celebrate my cousin's birthday. Had Buffet. omg the people came darm early lurh, at around 4.30 they came to set up alr. So fast lurh. and its still a long way to dinner time. LOL! den ate at around 6 plus. Wahh, the food is darm nice lurh! but dk why i like no mood to eat or something. but at last still eat lurhh. was talking on the phone with Amanda and Kimberlyn! omg still burbing the food :X darm full okayxz! den cut cake all that . Jaden is darm cute lurh! hahahahahas, he really play non stop, like me when i was young. Today seems like chinese new year as like a lot of people came and so yeahh. okayyx cut short, i'm veh veh tired now!

BYEBYE, LOVE!

2009-06-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

I Have The Feeling Of Giving Up.
Training today was just like @#$%^&*^@$%^ ! darm irritaing okayxz! wtf, put me as paser is like asking me go die canxz. Wahhlaauu i darm tired lehh, thanks ar D: training did sets of hard 10 and maintainence all that shit lurhs, den had as usual running! did not borthered running fast or watever shit as was darm tired after paddling alr okayxz! After training, Kallang Lesuire with Charlotte, Collette, Dianty, Khali, Kimberlyn. wanted to watch monsters vs aliens but we all veh veh tired later pay money go in and sleep :D So din go and sat in some corner and play cards. den that Kimberlyn went to like @%$ dont wanna say. den i got so pekcek and throw all the cards. and den i kinda like created tension there and so me and kim plan that she go to the lift and i go escalater. hahahahas, when we both left wanted to laugh but cannot. sorry lurhs sec 2s! was just playing den found them at the donut stall there.

Me: omg they angry ar?

Kim: huh? i dont think so.

Coll: *roll eyes*

Coll: wads wrong with these people ar?

Me: wanted to laugh.

Kim: staring at me with that face -.-

we sat seprate tables and i just cant stop laughing.

they was all staring at some poster and me and Kim was staring at the lights -.-

tension ended.

Tramatised.

omg, khali made me darm embarass lurh! we thought Kimberlyn was in that cubical in the toilet so khali jump at the door from outside and i like jump throught the other cubical but i nvr peep lurh! den went Collette was like issit the wrong person, we laughted and ran out of the toilet. LOL! sorry person inside. D: i think that person kena tramatised liao :X and after that we cant stop laughing. hahahahahaha.

BYEBYE, LOVE!

idk what you're thinking now, but its starting to get irritating fer me. idc alr. seriously on the near verge of saying bye bye and maybe nvr even talk again. (: you're happier that way right? So be it then.

2009-06-04T16:11:00.003+08:00

Its You That Matters In Me.
Parkway with Tifflin just now. meet RachelLee there . Den we went to SAKE SUSHI fer late lunch! zomg, so long nvr eat there alr the food are just all so temting.. hahahahas if i was not that full maybe can eat like pig :x Opps, must watch out cos later grow fat. and please lurrhh Tifflin Tan Ting Ting! you not even fat lurhs. -.- so thin, thin somemore become twig alr :X LOL! went to develop photos and walk around. den went pastamania to buy tiramisu fer Jaime. Tifflin went her hse and i went home . so early go home alr. cos they both going facial. rich women -.- okayy i am currently bored now. shall go and watch my hongkong show :D arhhh, wtf why you not online . @#$%^&*!@#$! blahblahblah ! camwhore a bit today (:

BYEBYE, LOVE!

its been hard on you right? sorry den. but i'll try to make everything perfect and as long as you will be happy. i'll do anything. (:

2009-06-03T15:47:00.005+08:00

All We Need Is Time.
Yo people! today is rotting at home day D: training was cancelled and obviously i was veh veh happy as it was DB ! Did my chinese cheng yu homework fer 2 hours and still have like 50 more to go D: times 3 actually cos each cheng yu must write 3 times so its 150 more to go ! Wahhlauu write until my pen gonna dry up alr still have so much more to go. Watching the police show part 3 now. Its nice okayy. omg those guys quite hot. woots~ ZOMG, I SRSLY HATE ROTTING!! someone call me out. i'm so fcuking bored//. and wth none of my favorite contacts are online D: not even ssys. dying of borthem...
BYEBYE, LOVE

times flys really fast its been 1 month, 3 weeks since we last meet. without the presents of you really make me lonely. hope to meet up soon yeahh? ily (:

2009-06-01T21:06:00.004+08:00

Its Fading away.
Today woke up and had flu D: so din went fer training den went Wild Wild Wet with Amanda, Jaime, Tifflin, KayXi and RachelLee. Went to white sands first, acrade den went to take neoprints. zomg, today's neoprints suck to the core okayxz! its like so screw up lurh. den take away macs to downtown east. ate on the bus and while walking. its darm hard to eat lurh! den bourght ticket and went into Wild Wild Wet! hahahahaha the fun had just started. then when to the shiock river first to get wet den went fer the skyrider. hahaha den when the slideup with Amanda. zomg was sitting facing up. my heart nearly jump out :D we both scream like darm loud. den went into the long long slide. we all took the fully covered one. was darm bloody dark okayxz! den when i see the light i was like finally. me, Kayxi and Tifflin nvr kena stuck. Rachel, Amanda and Jaime got like stuck. LOL! but i wanna get stuck cos should be fun. :D went to Ular lar 3 times cos wanted a perfect photo. and in the end no one bourght cos like all so unglam. -.- Tusnimi was Fun. sorry amanda din heard you calling my name :X den bathed all that went off to pastamania fer dinner :D everyone was dying fer water lurh. funny, before our food come all our drink alr going to finish. bused 12 home. and wth lurh today never camwhore that much -.- hahahas still got photos in Tifflin's cam so other dat den upload. and i got fcuking bad sunburns D: so red lurh! arhhhh, i hate SUN BURNS! should hav put sun block. and hahaha wed training cancel! YAY! YAY! i hate dragonboat lurh.
BYEBYE, love.

idk how to put it. but was it really meant to be like this, now its really fading away. idk whats happening to me but i seems to have a different way of seeing you. i'm sorry, iloveyou<3

2009-05-30T20:35:00.006+08:00

Yet It Feels So Real.
KC Family Day today! hahahaha suppost to reach school at 8 but i reach at 8 plus. haha cos Amanda told me say won't mark attendance one lurhh. Reach school went to find Jaime all den blahblah blah. ate Subway, nachos, and BEN & JERRY'S!! omg chocolate fudge brownie rock to the total max core!!! Went to play human spear with Kimberlyn and obviously i was going crazy when playing. it make me darm hyper lurhh. hahahaha photos taken some veh veh unglam. LOL. but it was one word. CRAZY! camwhore as usual. obviously must camwhore right!!! hahahaha. den went haunted house with Jaime, Amanda, XingWen and Althea. Tifflin left when we queue halfway as she got ncdcc. den she din go in with us D: hahaha the whole way inside the haunted hose was screaming in mostly rachel's ear. :X as she was in front of me. den somemore go in must tie hand so i keep holding on to Amanda's belt. hahaha some people came out crying den i was abt to freak out before going in den after playing find it veh veh fun. hahaha if got time wanted to go again :D den went Parkway fer awhile with amnda and her friend kailu. walk around den back to school. and fuck lurhh before we left forget to mark attendence!! Arhhh! i want my cip points lehh . i'm veh veh tired now. still got a lot more photos but other time den post or maybe post on facebook? idk lurhh . daddy just left home to go fer the sundown Marthon. hahaha its mid night running. good luck daddy! :D

BYEBYE, love!

honey with your sweet smile, take me to your candy shop.

2009-05-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

I Don't Want It To Be Like This.
today had photo taking in school. Both class and CCA photo. hahahahas, during the class photo my fringe was kinda like screw up okayxz. D: sat at the back with Jaime and Tifflin and i played DJ max fer 3 periods. heh ! fun lehh and no one is stopping me maybe becos its after exam alr. Went to the hall again -.- and wth lurhh tmr have to like sit in the seriously fcking small hall fer 2 hours?!?!?! wth is this? okay stayed back in school to take cca photo. waited and waited. hahaahaha we all was like planing wad to do fer the fun shot. LOL! then after photo taking went to ICC with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte, Tracy, Sonya and ShiMei. wahhlauu sec 4s so good dun have to go fer DB training and suffer anymore -.- took a photo and paste it up there.. and hope tmr dont have to long run, its darm tiring okayxzxzx.!!! like ytd ran fer like 5km okay idk but its under the hot sun den i was getting veh veh seriously pekcek as like so hot still must run so long and say what becos IJ TP is there so must like be far far away from them ?! watever it is.. this time we must get GOLD MEDAL! yay! yay! can feel it alr. hahahahs.
BYEBYE, love!

its been long since we talked. idk what to do but the only thing i know is that i'm on the verge on giving up. It just feels weird to be like this. i dont want it to be like this, give me my all time wish.

2009-05-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

So Near, But Yet Unreachable.
Slack day at school. Free periods almost whole day and was in the hall after recess till end of school. zomg, my leg darm pain lurhh like stretch also cannot D: me and Jaime went to sit at 204 there. hahahahas then when teacher walk pass we bend down cos later kena caught. hahahas sleep during the last 2 periods in the hall. wahhlauu darm pekcek lehh my head keep like falling left and rght !!!!!!! then my AhMah Charlotte woke me up -.- i seriously getting sick of too many free periods. -.- after school bused home. din feel like going out. talked a lot to Sandra on bus. hahahahas, so long never like talk to her alone liao. Since last yearr.
at first you 2 were bitches. Now, you 2 are sluts.

it does not seems to be the outcome i wanted it to be, i seems to be losing intrest but is that a good or bad thing? idk whats the best to do. all i'll do now is to just follow my heart, no matter how it will turn out. i've given my best.

2009-05-25T17:23:00.002+08:00

Awaiting For Your Love.
Hellooooooooooo! wahhh, today had many many free periods as most of our paper given back liao marh. YAY! YAY! gotten A fer lit! hahahahahaha. after school T3 with Jaime and KayXi. went there to eat and slack. i seriously hate the feeling of slacking. i dont understand why he can slack amost everyday!?!?!?! maybe i just dont understand. okay okay no mood to post starting to get veh veh sian of posting and darm it lurhh blogger have problem my photo cannot upload. knn. -.- i feel veh veh pekcek now !! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
BYEBYE! (L)

there seems to be something stopping me from being close with you? idk what but i'll find out anyway in my heart there will always be a place fer to fill up empty-ness.

2009-05-23T19:54:00.003+08:00

You Found Out.

YOYOYO! today morning i actually went fer training. HAHA. morning was darm tired, did not even felt like going but morning sms Kimberlyn so went lurr. meet her in BUS 16. i think we was late. LOL!! Wahhlaau had stupid cramps when rowing -.- so mr J kinda like let me rest in the boat fer awhile. then i paddle again. hahaha today's dragonboat was quite fun and kena splash by esther. hahahas, when you see her seroius paddle is really hardcore okayxzxz. okok so i din have to run today :D After training went to old airport road to eat with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte and Dainty. den bused to IKEA, dianty din go. so we went there then camwhore a bit with Char and Kim.. bourght DB seat and den was playing around there. hahahahas, we hide from the sec 1s as they were there also :D den went to eat sauggse bread. while eating created the ODAC FAMILY TREE. hahahaha its darm retarted i swear. cannot put here cos got some only we all can see. 7 sec 2s, 3 sec 3s in the family tree :D okayy today i took 45 mins to blogged this as was talking to many people on msn and Esther called den followed by Collette. so yea could not really concentrade on blogging.

ESTHER LING! chill lur you! dun get so pekcek over this kind of people, its really not worth it okayxzxz. hahahas, remember me can liao :D heh. and i think QQ will look darm funny cooking. LOL! love you larhxzs. (:

I LOVE MY ODAC FAMILY TREE (L)

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2009-05-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

With You Around, Everything Is Going As Plan.
Yo people :D today training resume again but this time was not beloved canoeing but stupid dragonboat -.- i seriously hate it lur!! hahas today i like go there slack. serious. me and joey sat at the back of the boat and Mr J like wanna let us try the control direction thing so we just sat in the boat and relaxxx. hahas HuiYing sure got power to control the directions thing. hehehehehehe.
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Morning first 2 periods go sch and sec 2s had games? so the teacher was like 10 people from each class come out. So amanda thought was some lame thing. so she did not allowed me and Jaime to go there -.- end up those people there get to play inter-class games and we had breeze walking fer 1 HOUR?!?!?!?! but talk a lot to Jaime. its been long since we last heartalk :D den after that went to the Hall to watch some retarted movie -.- me, Jaime , Tifflin sleep in the hall :X LOL! got back Science, Chinese and History paper today. and suprisingly i pass history, i totally flunk the paper lur and still can pass?! hahas quite funny lehh. YAY! Chinese is and A!!!! iloveit lur.(: okok after training went to KFC with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte, Tracy, Joey and Sylvia. den bused home. wahhlauu tmr still got DB training. @%$&^$*%^%#$%#^&%. Was think weather to skip anot and i know some people sure kill me one. so i'll just go and must reach Kallang by 7.30?!?!?!? hahahas i not gonna care if late or what. seriously.
BYEBYE, love !
arghhh, fianlly you're back! (: thanks fer making me happy again.... you're the bestest of the bestesr. (L)

2009-05-21T20:44:00.003+08:00

WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND.
today got back English, Maths and Art results . was veh veh dissapointed in my maths results as i was veh much hoping fer an A1! an resulting my paper 2 pull me down and i nearly failed it D: but lucky paper 1 still okayx.
English : 59
Maths: 65
Art: 50 (-.-)
all the marks have not count in the overall some may be higher and so i just hope maths and english can get 70 above. Art i dun care liao lur as i really has no intrest in it D: tmr getting back Science, Chinese, History. hope my Science and Chinese can be veh veh good. but fer History if i pass i think i'll end up laughing my ass out. so yea. After school went to TM. weather very hot so cabbed there. Went to eat pizza hut. walk around den went to Tampines 1. Sonia and Rachel went to get some magazine so me, Amanda and Nadia walk around. Bused home with Amanda sweetass :D by pass Bedok Reservior and think abt the fun we use to have there. and so thats my day. (:

i shall just say since ytd i feel weird. the presence of you not online is weird. i use to look forward to going online but maybe not fer now.
BYEBYE, love.

2009-05-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Heyy, today out with Bernadette, Amanda, Jaime, Tifflin and Sandra. meet at bedok inter first den train-ed to FarEast. Went to Gratffi Cafe to eat den went camwhore and shop around. Din buy anythink -.- Walk around until sian den went to weelock building the toilet den saw Cheng Li Ping and Lin Xiang Ping the 2 mediacorp artise there. Wah, they really very pretty in real leh. Train to Bugis to take neoprints and camwhore again :D on the way back me and bern saw this crazy uncle keep looking maybe becos we laugh too loud but he darm *&^%#%$#$%@ keep turning back. -.- den camwhore a bit on the bus and talk (: ok, very tired alr shall stop here. i still havenn get the photos frm Bern yet. but some of the photos are alr posted on amanda's blog.

so yea.

BYEBYE, love.

2009-05-18T19:09:00.003+08:00

K2 buddies :D

collette's hse the on top^^

No exam today. so din go school :D instead went to Bedok Reservior to run with Collette and Kimberlyn :D like i said bedok reservior is like my second home, even theres no training we still go there. After running, realise that joey and esther was also there but we din meet. Tampines after that. it was before 10 so most of the shops haven open so walk around tampines thinking go where to eat. LOL!! so in the end went macs again :X okok fat alr must run more. hahahahahahahahs :D then tampines 1 was waiting fer more than words to open so Collette can punch carebears :X lol. den we stayed inside fer darm longgggg. and collette left first as she has to go somewhere later. so me and kimberlyn waited fer acrade to open. wasted 5 bucks on some stupid neoprints. -.- darm ugly, the effect also not nice -.- den went home.

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just now was having dinner when some irritating bees flew into my house!!! i scream okayxzxz! but not that loud. very very gross and jaime i know what you mean by veggie coming out from yer nose. LOL! hehehehehehee cant wait fer 2moro's clique outing :D i so gonna camwhore like siao until the camera memory bomb. :D talking to Amanda, Jaime, Kimberlyn, Charlotte and someone. hehehehe. yes yes bern every step we take we must camwhore. thats so crazy. lol. and on the bus nobody somemore! (L) YAY!

love,

JOLENE (:

2009-05-16T13:00:00.003+08:00

Went fer running this morning again (: hahahas it was a last minute decision. so ran 4.3km again, today i feel darm sian so run slowly. after running wanted to say hi to coach but tpjc din train today :/ i seriously miss canoeing. why cant coach just let us row?!?! went macs to eat :X hahahaha got no upcoming compertition so can what (: Since exams are over so went around the 3 shopping centers shopping and in the end only bourght this big LOVE notebook to write my feeling down :D then collette bourght her ear piece. then slack around then went home.

ytd went Collette's hse after oral with Charlotte, Tracy, Khali ! went there played the game of life, monopoly, wc taiti. (L) all of common games :D heh. then at 4 plus was hungry so we went to cooooooooooooooook. we cooked egg noodles ? charlotte started it. so i shared with her. its looks gross but it taste darm nice. hehehehehe. wah, collette like darm scary like that. when he come back cant even use com -.- but before that me, khali and char played hotel626 ! den tracy and collette watch tv. after playing long not scary anymore? camwhore a bit only -.- opps, forget to camwhore at the swimming pool ): other time still can go :D then tracy's mum fetch me to the mrt so i bused home (: other time then upload photos !

byebye, love (L)

i feel like giving up but then i also dont wish to as the impact is too great on me . now whats the right choice? idk. should i continue to ? now the only think i needs is you.

2009-05-14T18:10:00.003+08:00

hahahas its been long since i post. okayy not really. feeling veh veh high now :D went Orchard just now as to meet mummy, aunty and cousin for shopping. so sad din go tifflin's hse as almost the whole clique went. -.- well, bourght a lot of things = spend money= no saving for june shopping spree. ! went isetan first den to fareast den to center point. lazy change, so wore the sch uni everywhere.
ytd went to T3. camwhore and slack there with Amanda, Tifflin , RachelLee , DJ. its was funny at the foodcourt. den me and amanda started taking our own photos. :D heh/. okay cut short.

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monday holiday. so went to ECP with Amanda , Tifflin, Jaime! we all was pissed with tifflin at first cos she was late by 35 mins? around there. den went to rent bicycle and go cycle until almost near the changi chalet there den stop and camwhore. :D
went to burgerking eat. amanda and jaime busy stealing food. lol. den went to acrade to DDR! played for about and hour den went home. okay should post pictures another time as my mum is nagging -.- irritatinf lehh! arhhhhh!
BYEBYEBYE
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finally pictures. but there is a lot more like 100 plus :X

2009-05-12T10:34:00.002+08:00

Now at Tifflin's hse with Amanda. :D YOYOYO, CHECK IT OUT. AMANDA HERE. HAHAHA.I LOVEEEEEEEEE JOLENE SEAH. she rock, of courswe. Tifflin sucks, of course. Jolene is eating her kinder joy. I just ate finish, and I feel so full now. Gonna vomit soon. *iielurbbseuuworhxzxz*, laughs. Kidding, I dont twit okay. :x Kk, I AM REALLY DAMN FULL AND GONNA VOMIT. So today had Maths Paper 1, was quite easy. I think I can achieve A? Haha, I'm refering to Jolene can achieve A. Maybe I can? Haha I dont know. Alright, Jolene.S shall continue typing now. (:

okay, tht was amanda's stupid random typing. arh now not at home so can post. hahas, waiting fer tifflin tan ting ting to upload the photos! arhhhhh. can't wait. AND i really really miss canoeing ): hope coach can let us paddle soon :D

btw, thanks Esther and Joey! i love love love you alot. best seniors ever okayyyyyyy.

love,JOLENEEEE!

2009-05-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
BANNED...
i not gonna post until maths paper finish. nvrminddd will study hard fer maths as i wan A1 fer maths. wooooooooo :D that means i cannot post abt 2moro's outing): yay! cycling 2moro with bestfriends (L) ahahahas, jaime you are so correct! i gonna camwhore like siao :D sian, must wake up early tomorrow again -.-

and babeelovee, i'm missing you like crazy. life without you is just not the same, i hate the feeling. empty? lonely? i need you. i would always think of you especially when i am at Bedok R. let me have that you're there feeling again. 3 weeks, 2 days ):

2009-05-09T13:47:00.002+08:00

Bedok Reservior > Tampines > Tifflin's hse > Home :D

morning meet Collette, Kimberlyn and Joey for our 4.3km run ! lol. today it was a bit slow cos have stupid cherry season. -.- started out super slow den catch up with joey and kimberlyn. collette run darm fast so like cannot catch up and anyway i was relax running :D completed the run :D i am so tempted to CANOE! ate at hans. din finish my food as i was darm full. Went Tifflin's hse after that. ahahas, slack and talk. hahas i tell you her bro is really darm funny okayxz. hehehhehe.

days without you is like hell. i'm not that far away from you. all i need is a sms or a phone call from you and i'll be happy. babeeyloveeee. imissyou . 3 weeks, 1 day!

2009-05-08T14:23:00.004+08:00

Helloooooooo :D today was lit paper :D i love lit larh. cos can score well ! hopefully can get my A1 fer lit. Was rushing like mad during the whole test even its like 2hour 15 mins ? is not even enought lur. i mean we have to like write 2 essays, 1PBQ with 2 parts, and one unseen poem PBQ also 2 parts ?!!? wthellxz where got enought time ? watever larh. So after exam went Parkway with Amanda sweetass. den Jaime and KayXi join us. went pastamania to eat (L) wahhlauu eat until darm full canxz. even thought is just one plate of pasta. me and Amanda ate creamy chicken (L) Jaime and KayXi ate dun know wad thats call but also creamy source. den went subway fer cookies. zomg fats again -.- anyway 2moro going to run with Collette and Joey. den also go see my AMC 19 ! Bused 31 back with amanda, and was playing DJ max the whole time. then came to vs the stop. 2 lower sec guys standing beside our seat den i heard one guy say to the other " wait ar, i sms you something". den he keep staring at us .-.- wahhlauu i play halfway den i look at him with the wth face. den we alighted. when they was walkinh towards the mrt one turn around and like say to his friend someting and turn and look at us .-.- we were laughing like mad okay . lol!

Tyty tifflin babe fer lending me yer DJ max! i love you to the core :D hahas, you should come parkway with us today. LOL!

oh boy, i really do miss you, cant imagine the days next time if i could not get to see you. i am feeling veh veh lonely and empty here without you. something is missing from my heart. hope can see you soon. D: 3 weeks alr.

2009-05-07T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hello. hahas today first time come back so early as after history paper went to buy Donuts (L) again den come home le. 2moro got lit! must studyyy! i want my A1 fer literature :D oh ya and today i think i flunk my history paper, i give up history alr. was so happy was over :D seriously i dont really care if fail or pass cos i have given up alr! wthellxz i wan go express lehh ): later history pull me down i so gonna hate it foreverrrrrr !

6/5/09 !
ytd went tampines 1 again after school w amanda, tifflin, rachellee. went esprit to see see look look :D we like after exam but actually still have 3 papers D: i dun think i can get A1 fer science liao D: found out a few of my careless mistakes .zZz but nvrmindd must get A2 and must top the class fer science :D kay gonna studyy le.
byebyebyebyebyebye!

i just realise that without you i really cant go on. when ever i have no mood to do something you will always be my only motivation. Now, w/o you i feel as if something was not there. in my heart its empty. all the fake smiles and laughter was never real without you. Let me just see you again i would be more then happy. imissyou alotalot D:

2009-05-05T16:47:00.002+08:00

zomg, i love SCIENCE larh. suddenly become so fun liao :D cos today after sch stayed bck with amanda,jaime,tifflin to have extra revision of science, see so guai rite. LOL! it was funny becos before the so called lesson started me and amanda was "fighting" with her retarted toy and pencil case. den its jaime who go molest the laptop :x haha, so me and tifflin was doing the hot air rises and cool air sinks the action until we cannot concerntrade. but after all the playing we still got study okayxz. hahas, after sch library with amanda. wah, today is really my not study day. went to library saw some ex-temasekians. :D and amanda took so long just to fix her toy and den we talked and talked den study a bit only den go home -.- lols, i dun even think we got study lorrh. bourght donut (L) omg, so gonna run again to lose fats !

the retarted toys frm kinderJOY!

BYEBYEBYEBYE!

when can i see you again ): even this few days i'm not really thinking of you but still. i wan see you. just by looking at you my whole day will just brighten up :D imissyou. 2weeks,4days D:

2009-05-03T13:55:00.004+08:00

and, I MISS ODAC D: !!!!! i wan training!

Studied the whole morning today! yay! :D finally i am focus on science not other subjects or other things. zomg, stupid dragonboat training thing is out! arhhh, darm it. i dun wan go larhhh. but if its canoeing i dun mind but DB, wth. eating kinderJOY! YAY! it so rock larh (: okay, now doing art den tonight study again :D

alrite people,

BYEBYEBYE!

& imissyou babeey.

2009-05-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

sorry not posting fer long. cos was exam week and still got 2 mer weeks. D: nvrmind study hard!! den after that will play liao siao. morning meet up with collette at bedok reservior. for wad? to RUN! lol. ran i tink 4.5km? around there. saw tpjc training and coach saw us. got jealous of people training. D: went to look at our boat. :D after our run slack there and talk fer like 30mins. den went to Tampines 1 or 1 Tampines to eat SUBWAY (L)! really darm hell lots of people there. the queue darm long -.- eat meatball marinara (L)! and cookie! haha, but at lease better den macs then has mer fat contain. :X hahas, i miss canoeing D: i wan my AMC 19! bused 31 home. felt darm full so din eat lunch. now its studyy time! i wan my A1s!

YAY! iloveyou larh! you're the best, my dearr :D you face never fails to brighten up my day. iloveyou forever forever :D

2009-04-28T21:52:00.003+08:00

Okay, i am currently going HYPER on msn talking to Kimberlyn, Joey and Charlotte. :D zomg, i've been doing stupid facebook love quiz and all the answer is all come to one direct point. GO GET HIM. -.- hahahahahas, and charlotte wants to Hug me! lols, i am forcing Joey to study as i dun wan her quitting odac.... and me and Kimberlyn is talking abt how much we miss training ): AMC 19 i miss you boat! i miss you paddle! i miss making ppl capsize! :X i miss all the FUN we had during training ): i think kimberlyn is going crazy abt her LGB. LOL! it sound like, ok i better not say or later she come kill me :X * kimberlyn have mercy.* lol! okae, i am seriously going hyper!! :D

yay! I AM FINALLY STUDYING FER MY SCIENCE AND LIT AT THE SAme TIME! mulit-tasking IS FUN :D HOPE CAN GET AT LEASE 3 A1s! must must must! i still wanna go express okay! and i think i'll stop thinking abt ssys fer now. :D

BYEEEEE!

2009-04-25T11:00:00.003+08:00

sorry fer not posting the past few days. ytd i did somethink big. sent someone somethink big, really really important to me okay. now, i dun dare on my phone and feel scared when i hear the vibrations. D: its getting bad. i dun know who to turn to just too afraid of the true and too scared to face it. i really need you by my side but now, i dun think i have the courage to face it. i have gave you my last words, now, its up to you to decide. but before you say anythink this was suppost to be for you. babeeyloveee.
STUDYYY TIME! STOP THINKING ABT SSYS!

24/4/09!
Lessons on fridays was obviously bored. -.- except homecons, cos we finish our work so went to play games. played diner dash :D after school bedok KFC with Amanda,Tifflin, Rachel. so long nvr eat KFC suddenly eat so much felt fat ): and like there is gonna be a long break from training D: cannot grow fat!! was looking at the art exam paper and like " zomg, its darm difficult okay!" maybe i'll be doing on reflections or models. MYE is on monday!!! studyy time :D

2009-04-22T22:00:00.005+08:00

EMDD!!!! YAY!!!!

Today was EMDD! so had alot of free periods except lit D: arhh, had abt 1half hour of lit. the rest of the day was free period :D so fun. almost half of the class was gone as some were performing and some were backstage crew. sat with Tifflin fer the whole day :D the closest between us is back! i love you babe (: dadada, lessons ended at 1.15 i mean free periods . din eat much fer lunch. went to Victoria Concert Hall fer EMDD the afternoon show as all sec 2s complusary to go (: so yea. it was quite nice larh, i liked the part that Teresa sing! its the best and the dance also veh veh nice. Drama was funny. during the 20 min interval, went to some place and camwhore with Bernadette, Nadia, KayXi! hahahas, and kayxi open her leg so big like as if she gonna give birth :X yay! bern and me is camwhoring together again! like last yearr :D reach back school, bubble tea with odac sec2s! home.

2009-04-21T17:43:00.003+08:00

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WAD DOES A SLACKER MEANS?????

Rubbish post. watever -.- MP liabary after school with collette,charlotte,kimberlyn,khali :D suppost go there study end up doing nothing but slack there. only collette and kimberlyn studied -.- well so was veh veh bored so decided to call him. LOL! i think he in school or something. zomg, later his phone kena confiscated :X and i haven even started studying and its like 6 days to MYE!! tuesdays without training are so bored. Bedok reservior confirm veh veh quite cus nationals over liao and i dun tink any school will be trainining there. and like wth, i am half grounded -.- after that they went PP went obviously half grounded me cant go ): i dont care after MYE i gonna go out like siao, but provided theres no DB training or maybe i'll skip cus i really really hate dragonboating ): i wan go kbox! i wan ddr with sweetass,babe and jnjw! tomorrow is EMDD and so all sec 2s have to go fer the afternoon show. complusary. not going fer the night show as like no offence to those performing, i rather study. :D and yay! thursday start school at 8.25am!!!! 1 hour later :D i have to go study now.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!

2009-04-20T17:56:00.004+08:00

i'm currently having mixed feelings. scared. nevrous. hyper? crazy abt you. zomg, i was so scared just now. becos blahblahblahblah. i feel like screaming and crying my heart out? is tis gonna affect me? i have said wad i need to, now its all fer yer reply. its your choice, i not gonna force you or wad. well, if this is wad you wan, i'll just have to be veh veh honest with you.

Someone please understand how i feel. ): i feel as if its so lonely without seeing you. when will be the next time i will be able to see you? 3 months? 6 months? or maybe more? i really have no clue at all. TELL ME!

p.s. sorry people this is a sad post and angry.

2009-04-19T19:47:00.002+08:00

was bored the whole day today. din go out. no one sms me. no one call. ): and like when i was using the computer halfway just now it blank off -.- den i have to like freaking restart the whole thing. hahas, finally after so lond i studied today :D some things i still not certain cos din go school fer 4 days last week wad. arrhhh.. MYE is in 1 week time?! and i haven really started to like really sit down and study ): and like i thing i'm starting to miss training ):
Yes, i know a break would be good fer us after training real hard fer the past few months, but still mr.J was like no training till further notice. and we all know wad that means. DRAGONBOAT?!?!?!?! i hate it okay. i miss canoeing, i miss my boat, i miss the happy times in training. i must concerntrade on my studys now! i wan 65% and above fer MYE!!!!!

why do i keep thinking of you these days, like as if i wont be able to see you again. i dont know wad i'll do if i dun get to see you. i will feel veh veh empty and like something is not complete inmy heart. i dun care wad others say abt you, i only wan YOU. i'm starting to miss you alr ):

2009-04-18T11:00:00.004+08:00

ok now can blog abt ytd.
NATIONAL INTER-SCHOOLS CANOEING COMPETITON FINALS~~~~~
was racing 2 events todays, as both my 500m and 1000m got into finals(: had to race against charlotte & collette fer both events :D first was the 1000m, was event nubar 13. den our 500m was event 43. 30 events break yea. i felt tat our 1000m was so screw up larh. i did better fer the heats lor. watever cried after i got up. there goes my medal change. But den mr.J and coach said the same thing. forget abt this race, still have 1 more event. now people will think we're last but at lease we got into finals and was better den others who din even go finals. 500m came. din even do warm up go down le -.- at the startline, charlotte keep singing the lucky song. it kinda let my mind relax. (: so the finally our good first burst was back. first part was leading(: den slowly when i turn my head but still rowing saw temasek and CC in front. catch up like shit. in the end lose to CGS by 25m and gotten 4th. ): my medal!!! haha at lease we win Bhss that we purposely lose to in the heats. even my medal change is really gone now, but as long as i knew i give my best ok liao (: and wth, temasek won both K2 1000m & 500m! -.- the rest of them did really well too yea(: soon~
prize presentation, CC,kim,dianty gotten double medal. and well done to Krystle and HueiXing fer achieving a medal in T2 event. after super long presentation finally was division giveout. fer the C division girls in first we have CHIJ KATONG CONVENT! was darm happy, whole C div went up to take. (: the first C division in KC's history to get CHAMPIONS !!! woooooo~~ Miss Lam went down too, she said that a party is gonna be trown fer us as we did so well. our B division came in 3rd overall. WELL DONE KC ODAC :D had super long debrief. Lorry ride back to bedok reservior with Kim,Coll,Char,Tracy & Khali. we wanna thanked coach fer helping us by correcting us during training and nurture us to be the overall C division CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!

Dinner went to Tampines. had a small celebration there. went with kimberlyn,khali,collette,charlotte,tracy,joey,esther,daphne,sylvia,berlinda, (: Went to CS foodcourt to eat. halfway Daphne and Esther go toilet fer darm long. and they came back with a cake. they sunddenly said, this cake is to thanks you all fer the well done today, i am happy to be yer senior, joey got choke by tht. LOL! then esther added also to joey who done well and of cource berlinda and K4, (: after dinner cut cake. it was cookies and cream (L) there was one last piece left and kimberlyn took it and rub it on khali's face. so funny lar. den next she threw it at joey's hair. den stupid joey rub it on my arm. -.- it was a small cake fight. :D den went to 1 Tampines to buy frost the yogurt thing fer coach took the big big one and put candles on it. delever it to KFC to coach. den went back to 1 Tampines to shop and wanted to camwhore at the rooftop but not open yet ): den walk walk around. after tht nothing to do so go home lor. Bused 67 with esther. was talking abt QQ on the way bck. LOL! reach home at 9.30pm . ohhhh, nearly got scolded frm parents, but i said we went to celebreate oue victory. so yay! ytd was the best day ever. we was even more bonded after ytd outing.
Well done KC ODAC, i never regretting joining odac, its the best cca ever ok! you'll regret if you dun join its the bonded and most enjoyable cca ever!
loves,
JOLENEEE

2009-04-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

ILOVEODAC :D
ILOVEYOU, ssys (L)
ILOVE KHALI,KIMBERLYN AND COMPANY who helped me just now :D
ILOVE my beloved senoirs, DAPHNE ONG AND ESTHER LING! who surprise us by buying us cake just now and celabrating our victory !!

shall blogged abt the rest 2moro as there is a long story to talk abt (: ODAC is the BESTEST cca you can ever have! Ifi din join odac i would not have come so far.!

2009-04-16T16:00:00.005+08:00

NATIONALS INTER-SCHOOL CANOEING COMPETITON ( day 2, 3)

15/4/09!

ytd was 500m heats. firstly congrats to all who gotta into semis and finals! Well Done KC ODAC! It rained halfway. so the whole vent delayed by 2 hours?!?! so played WC taiti and slap Jack. its fun but somehow i was sitting in a veh weird position so also sun know how i get backache when i try get up. when to tell coach, he was like wad you do? idk also. den lucky my race is heat 2 or not sure last. before going down, christine help me rub the heat rub. it was DARM HOT okay!?!? i was like "screaming" like hell. went down still yawning. i tink i only gave in 60%. so obvious, but still got into finals! hahahahas, finals, gonna give in 101% and give my competitors a suprise. :D

16/4/09!

semi finals today. went down to slack and cheer fer those racing. ended veh early today. after that went Toh Payoh fer Subway (L) . ate with collette,kimberlyn,tracy,charlotte,meiyee,dianty,esther,yijin and sonya. after lunch went to this retarted HDB housing center. we actually can spend so long there. slight camwhore and laugh like crazy. den esther was like " i wan buy hse, we all stay together" she say until darm funny. trained to Kalland and bused 12 home :D

YAH! YAY! YAY! i am super happy because my both events is in finals! and and and SSYS came today! wah, the smile in his face brighten up my day. seriously. (L) sec ones started to flirt -.- but not hot one :X gonna give my 101% 2moro :D

ALL THE WAY FER FINALS TOMORROW!

2009-04-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

NATIONALS INTER-SCHOOLS CANOEING COMPETITION!!! (first day)

morning went school first. meet Amanda and Tifflin in the early bus :D reach sch went to canteen with Char and Khali to make the glucose thing. brought breakfast. transport to MacRitchi. wahhlauu that bus driver went wrong way and ended up taking 1 hour to reach there -.- WTH. then race went on and on. finally came to my race. suprisingly me and tracy was quite relax. so we waited darm long fer our race becus temasek haven come. the starter was darm pissed with temasek and wanted to start without them. cgs was darm noisey. got third in our heats. went stright to FINALS!! YAY! YAY! YAY! was so scared after our race as i thought we got 4th i alsmost burst out. after came up, coach told us we can do better cus we going finals (: so my face turn to happy face :D i did a really BIG mistake. i stopped paddling even we haven complete the race. cus i thought we past alr. never happen be4 okay! maybe i was just too scared. went to cafe after CC's race. played WC taiti and slap Jack there. so fun okay. den went back packed up. toh payoh fer dinner. ate waffle with ice tea (: porpular cus they wanted to go. trained to Kallang. waited fr bus 12 fer 40 mins and so it was darm late so i just went up the 2. lucky i went up cos they all still waiting there when i'm reaching home. feel sorry fer them.

2moro our 500m must do better den our NJCC finals timing. aiming to get 1 or 2 fer the heats. should be can larh. Tracy we can do it! just like today (:

SSYS: get well soon okay. even thought you nvr come today, i still miss you okay. felt sad that the person who replace you gotten last?! if it was you comfirm will do better lorh. watever. just hurry recover and come 2moro!

2009-04-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

Okay i think there is another 17 hours more to my race! arhhhh! i am so freaking scared okay. yes, i know i should be metally prepared but i am still nevrous. D: How can i overcome this problem?! hello? its like 2moro the 1000m race ?!?!?!?!?!? thanks Tracy dear K2 partner & June goodfriend fer the easter eggs (: i ate june's in class :X after sch sat fer Literature test at the foyer. Khali waited fer me as we going Bedok to buy glocose. bourght ORANGE flavoured. as there was o strawberry. it cost $4.80 so people sharing pay me bck 60 cents 2 moro.! Idun wanna skip lesson. MYE is coming ):

yay! 4 days inter-schools. SSYS, iloveyou <3>

2009-04-12T10:27:00.000+08:00

Last training was gone ): so the next time we go paddle in Mac Ritchi reservior is our 1000m race! ahhhhhh! i am darm scared now okay. So far the only time we timed our 1000m was on sat and we din give in our 100% so its like darm screw up cos starting part i alr tap once. ): my busting kinda dropped frm NJCC ): cannot!! must be better :D timing was 5.38 ): *crieds. training ended early as we went there to weight boats and den go light water practise. Subway at ToPayoh with collette,charlotte,kimberlyn,tracy,khali,huiying & ashley. ate until darm messy :X LOL! trained to Kallang den bused 12 with kim,char,coll,tracy. HOME. vehveh tired ):

i am so freaking scared now, cus my both event have no semi-finals! its like top 3 stright finals and the rest OUT. arhhhhh!!!! but somehow i got a feeling my 1000m got mer hope. even there are 6 boats! our 500m only got 5 boats but stilll but get into finals ! no matter wad it takes, i give in my 101% fer all my races.

2009-04-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

Happy B'day Jaime Ng Jing Wen! i love you alot alot (: even thought you are in malaysia, i miss you alrite.
i had come to a conclusion. i shall not be borthered by all the difficulties i'm facing now. should look forward and never look back on all the sad stuff. and thanks all my great friends who cared, and encouraged me throught my most difficult times. ILY all (:
now, its to concertrade on my studies and races. 2moro is my last training, i'll mak it the last and good training. will remember wad coach, jonathan, weekang said and corrected mt strokes. i wan go stright finals fer both my 1000m and 500m event. i believe if we try our best and focus we can do it. rite partner(tracy)?
JOLENE IS NOT LONELY W/O HER FRIENDS!

even thought i dont have you by my side, i will still go on and not giving up. but i only hope to be with you and that will be all i want. even though i feel empty but its better den feeling both empty and lonely especially w/o friends. i also wish you all the best in your race (:

2009-04-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging lately as no mood. morning miss the bus so meet amanda in school. lessons was the same. Jaime left early during recess as she going bck malaysia. ): nobody to random hi on msn D: training. did 1 set of 1000m and 1 500m. capped during 1000m tryout at around the 300m point there and the time was like 4.30? suck okay. after that din know why i just din have the mood to row. it seems that my sorrows and feelings cant be vent during training now. wetn to payoh dinner with sec 2s and seniors. home. veh veh worn outttt !

i may be laughting my ass of in front of friends and family. but deep inside no one understands me, i am just like a empty and lonely person, no body cares nobody worries. i seriously dont know wads happening to me. maybe i;m just having some emotional setback. i wan to overcome it.

there are loads of things running through my head.
1) studys? can i cope?
2)canoeing? am i able to do well in my races?
3)you. its hard to explain?
4)or am i just thinking too much?

2009-04-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a rushing day fer me. morning meet Amanda and Tifflin in bus. rush to classroom put bags down den change. lalala morning exercise walk with Jaime as i dun feel like running. after sch waited fer that Kimberlyn to do her art -.- den parkway with her and Collette to get someone's present. :D Saw quite a lot of people at parkway, primary sch friends, classmates. LOL!!
Went home. change again, prepared to go Bedok Reservior to run with Collotte :D ran 3km (: hahas, i think it was darm fast to run with her. LOL! i (L) Collette!!
p.s. i saw SSYS, zomg!! ssys cut hair ):
i prefer ssys in last time hair style, but now onyl a little shorter.
arrhhh!!! 2moro will see again :D

and i think i kinda flunk my maths Ca2 ): i wan 70% fer ca2 okay!!! must study hard. real hard. CCA is taking too much of my time. 4 times a week? 4 days skip sch fer nationals? no good! I DUN WAN SKIP LESSONS!!!! ): shall just work extra hard :D

2009-04-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dear Ginaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! !!

i love you load load kay. stay chio horr my prettaye chio bu :D hehehe.

and 3 years of friendships (: i love you okokok!

2009-04-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

Photos fer NJCC is finally out!
there should be some more but all these nice enought. some is too ugly so din wanna upload here. anyway thanks HuiYing fer the photos. :D
(most of it here its me and tracy and of course of boat, TIGER K2!)

i (L) canoeing !

2009-04-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hellos people. morning din go training D: but nvrmindd maybe 2moro morning going to run with Collette :D Morning go this place veh veh hot. i like cannot breath cus so stuffy!!! went Madai and Tampines to do my grandmother the thing. i was sleeping in the car on the way there :D the aircon so shuang, den go down so freaking hot!!
and
JAIME NG JING WEN! you are darm nonsence okay! but hahaha thanks fer keeping my tagboard alive! lol(: but i still love you lar :D

Kimberlyn! i love you too :D

with love,
JOLENEEEEE

2009-04-01T16:05:00.001+08:00

all i ever wanted is you. i can give up everythink just to get you. without you, i am feeling lost and empty not knowing wad to do. even my bestfriends cant help me. but i love them still. but you. yes, you is all i need. that can change me or even make me into a different person. April is here. i hope wads said should come true.

To Tifflin,Amanda,Jaime,June,Sonia,Nadia,Collette ! : thanks alot alot. i really love you all kay. thanks fer being there fer me. i (L) you all!

To Kimberlyn: i not so petty k! angry with you fer wad. watever you're thinking. -.- at lease now you're far better den popcorn. its a compliment k.

2009-03-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

i was pms-ing the whole of training. it sucks a whole load. sorry people that i shouted at and gave that stuck up face. cus i was really darm irritated at that time also dun know why. even ssys cannot cheer me up ):

sorry dearest K2 partner,Tracy Song ZiQing : sorry that today i din really paddle properly during the first round cus i was having head ache. dispie that you still cheer me on to not give ily alot alot (: i promise to train hard and at lesse get a medal fer nationals inter schools <3

CC, Charlotte and Collette : Thanks and Sorry. fer char, sry fer shouting at you even you din really offended me. but i feel darm bad aft shouting at you. Fer collette, thanks fer listening to my feelings just now. ily alot also (:

Kimberlyn: i told you on msn le. just try understand wad i am talkign abt and try change, cun i really wan the old you ):

2009-03-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

Back frm Giant/Ikea. lol. talking to kimberlyn now and she say she go restart com -.- bourght FBTs again :D haha so now gotta most of the colours le. studying history and science . can't afford to not pass history. and fer science hope to get A1 again (: sunddenly i feel like going fer training. but must have ssys. LOL!! Bourght a new computer chair. yellow yah! i love yellow and even ask mum if can paint my wall all yellow. hahas.

FOR EX-CLASSMATES OR FRIENDS!
do you wanna come to my school the family day. sms or msn me kay?
i needa sell off the tickets. veh veh fun one? :D lols, maybe.
watever -.- just contact me kay?
tytytyty (:

2009-03-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

Hello !!today was a not so good day fer me ): first thing, was late today with Kimberlyn. second thing i screw up my science CA2, third thing, i din go fer FRIDAY'S training. hello? its friday!!! whose training on friday? wthellxz, why din i go ?! wanted to go Bedok Reservivor slack at carpark there with collette but in the end went home D: with Bernadette :D ! YAH! bonded wuth her <3>MUST MUST MUST HOR! dearest K2 partner, : Tracy Song Zi Qing! (:

i must say. i really really really really really really really really really really miss you a lot lot lot lot lot ! seeing you is a joy to me. REALLY! arhhh... not seeeing you fer 3 day alr is a sadful thing. i feel so empty and lonely D: please, understand me

2009-03-23T15:33:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEE!
sorry fer not blogging fer so veh veh longgg ): but nvrmindd now shall blog. finally. :D
here to talk abt NJCC (nationals juniors canoeing competiton.) !
14,15 and 21 of March!

It was super fun canxz.. sat's heats was fer junior woman as we are under 15 race so we went down to cheer fer our seniorS (: well done seniors (:
Sunday was our race day. super hardcore scared okay! be4 going down felt like crying cus was super scared as it was the freaking FIRST time i race fer canoeing ): gotta hugs frm seniors and Kimberlyn all so feel better. i was so tence up. so thats why our heats was not good. gotta 4 placing went to semi-finals ! semi- finals was much mer relax. i yawn when the starter was like start within 10 seconds. i yawn. LOL! GOGOGO! got second so procede to FINALS! Charlotte and Collette went stright finals as they came in second fer their heats :D . finals got postpone to next sat as it was raining at that time and if the finals continue is gonna be darm late and besides i wern ready fer the finals that day anyway (:

All "C" division got into finals! but anyway well done seniors. as they were like racing with all JC students. so ya. first race Dianty and Kimberlyn. confirm get 1st and 2nd. as expected. Dianty gold medalist. Kimberlyn Sliver medalist. (: fer our event i tink we got 4th or 5th? anyway CC got 2nd. (: they lost to Temasek by a bit nia ((: nvrmindd well done. and to my dearest K2 partner Tracy Song! thanks you did well. we must work harder fer nationals inter-school and get a medal kay. and and after finals went to centuary square to eat with Kimberlyn, charlotte,collette,tracy,meiyee and khali. (: (L) slack at food junction fer 1 hour. played WC taiti. i din really played as went to collect somethink frm Mark so i was busy looking at the book rather den playing with them :D will upload the rest of the photo other days when i get the NJCC ones (: and i have got pictures of SSYS! (: (L)
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Pictures fer sunday.!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

2009-02-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

ZOMG!! i lost my fringing ezlink card ?!!?!?! wthellxz. in the bus just now. aiya, hope some kind soul return or i'll have to use coins until they change my card? in 2 months time bahh? Saw Firdaus at my hse bus stop there. talked to him fer awhile. omg, they all change okay. voice crack. grow taller. became more suai. lols. talking to charlotte on msn. she darm lame okay. and miss ong sister was like same pri sch as me and i know her. lols.
I FAILED MY HISTORY. see i guess it i gotten single digit. but mr chiang wanna give us re-test as the whole class failed accept one person.-.- same as english. lol. haha, so now studying history must get A1! :D

p.s. you should never had cut yer hair. tell you the truth i prefer the old you. serious. (:
B,ily<3

2009-02-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

i realise that you haved change. i like the old you! i hope this change does not change anythink that i still keep in my heart. no matter what, i still will miss you. your are one of my support to enjoyment in ___. please dun change. i wan the old you. really.

2009-02-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today morning training started late. normal training,as usual was so tired after that. i realise i still have time so went home bath. change. headed out again to meet up Tifflin,Jaime,Amanda at ECP! mcdonalds fer lunch again -.- DDR-ed was so fun lurhh. at 3plus Tifflin's friend Rachel came. She is quite nice but i hate it when she pushes people head. -.- Parkway after that. Jaime headed home. Neoprints with Jaime at ECP arcarde (L) tired.
i love you guys

BYEEEEEEEE!

2009-02-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

NO post fer the week. until friday.

its CA WEEK!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3

2009-02-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

Well, i just wanna let you know that i have been counting the nuber of days since the day we meet right until now. and one more thing you know you darm ma fan leh. and i do not know how to tell you or say that i actually love you. i hope it can be a love story to me and something that i have been waiting for. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥